Beautiful boy
You scare me
I try to make sense
Of your flaws
Sugar-coat them
Hoping it would weave into
Something beautiful, boy
Let me into your mind
I can fix it, ease it
I see the storm in your
Head
Let me quiet it, you’re beautiful
Warning signs, I cover it
I turn it into art
My muse, my project
I’m scared, I’m tense
I fall into you
You’re a beautiful boy
The cracks into your mind
I melt into them
I can help you
You’re okay with me
I hold you, kiss your
Flaws away
They’re still so loud
I’ll quiet them
I ignore them
Accept them
My beautiful boy
I’m scared
You’re broken
Let me fix you
As I would fix myself
Beautiful boy
I’ll quiet myself
To please you
Your love is enough
Beautiful boy
I’m scared
You’ve hurt others
Please don’t hurt me
I guard my heart
Still with you
Am I safe with you?
I ignore myself
I need you
Oh, Beautiful boy
Do you love me?
I feel the disconnect
Please don’t leave me
Beautiful boy
You’re enough for me
I can save you
Even if It means losing myself.
All for you, my beautiful boy.
Jan 28
Jan 28, 2026 at 5:01 PM UTC
Beautiful boy
You scare me
I try to make sense
Of your flaws
Sugar-coat them
Hoping it would weave into
Something beautiful, boy
Let me into your mind
I can fix it, ease it
I see the storm in your
Head
Let me quiet it, you’re beautiful
Warning signs, I cover it
I turn it into art
My muse, my project
I’m scared, I’m tense
I fall into you
You’re a beautiful boy
The cracks into your mind
I melt into them
I can help you
You’re okay with me
I hold you, kiss your
Flaws away
They’re still so loud
I’ll quiet them
I ignore them
Accept them
My beautiful boy
I’m scared
You’re broken
Let me fix you
As I would fix myself
Beautiful boy
I’ll quiet myself
To please you
Your love is enough
Beautiful boy
I’m scared
You’ve hurt others
Please don’t hurt me
I guard my heart
Still with you
Am I safe with you?
I ignore myself
I need you
Oh, Beautiful boy
Do you love me?
I feel the disconnect
Please don’t leave me
Beautiful boy
You’re enough for me
I can save you
Even if It means losing myself.
All for you, my beautiful boy.
So this is kinda a look into my head when I was with him, very messy but i was spiraling whilst in the "relationship"