bleedingmuse - Hello Poetry

“You’ll get your ******* **** What a shift Tone that was reserved For every being except me “I'm not on your ******* schedule.” Audacity seeps through every ******** sentence that spews from Your marijuana stained teeth. The toxin that I used to siphon through my lungs Turning your poison into my personal antidote Although it could never heal, never mend. Lizard skin dulls my attempts of the needle I stab through your brittle skin, touching your fragile soul I used to cradle your pile of bones, rock them Hoping my light would set flame to The potential I had planted underneath the layers Of your skin To no avail, I look back at you, what was you? Never was you I’ll let you hold onto the pieces of me Use my pupils as a telescope So you could view yourself Bask in the light I once seen you Dance in.

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Mar 19

Mar 19, 2026 at 3:26 AM UTC

TONE SHIFT

“You’ll get your ******* **** What a shift Tone that was reserved For every being except me “I'm not on your ******* schedule.” Audacity seeps through every ******** sentence that spews from Your marijuana stained teeth. The toxin that I used to siphon through my lungs Turning your poison into my personal antidote Although it could never heal, never mend. Lizard skin dulls my attempts of the needle I stab through your brittle skin, touching your fragile soul I used to cradle your pile of bones, rock them Hoping my light would set flame to The potential I had planted underneath the layers Of your skin To no avail, I look back at you, what was you? Never was you I’ll let you hold onto the pieces of me Use my pupils as a telescope So you could view yourself Bask in the light I once seen you Dance in.

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Shiny green apple, surface glistens when the sun kisses its skin. Shiny green apple, you’re appealing. My mouth salivates at the thought of tearing into your flesh. Shiny green apple, do I have your permission to sink my teeth into you? Fear not— I’ll make it quick. Shiny green apple, I cough up bile. You’re rotten inside. I take a closer look— poison leaks from your pores. Shiny green apple, whose skin did you drape across yourself to appease me? I hate apples, yet I fixated on you. Shiny green apple, I’ll look closer. Watch as the sun reveals the wax poured on you. I scrape it off with my nails. You’re not shiny, green apple. You’re dull.

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Mar 12

Mar 12, 2026 at 3:55 AM UTC

Shiny green apple

Shiny green apple, surface glistens when the sun kisses its skin. Shiny green apple, you’re appealing. My mouth salivates at the thought of tearing into your flesh. Shiny green apple, do I have your permission to sink my teeth into you? Fear not— I’ll make it quick. Shiny green apple, I cough up bile. You’re rotten inside. I take a closer look— poison leaks from your pores. Shiny green apple, whose skin did you drape across yourself to appease me? I hate apples, yet I fixated on you. Shiny green apple, I’ll look closer. Watch as the sun reveals the wax poured on you. I scrape it off with my nails. You’re not shiny, green apple. You’re dull.

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as i close my eyes sighing softly a hazy picture of your face appears in my dreams why must you haunt me? even whilst i sleep? your lips twist into words i’d like to hear a soothing melody but i’m scared my dreams don’t lie it colours you perfectly the veil has lifted something within me finally shifted you’re not picture perfect even in my dreams you’re not what you seem you know it’s a super power counting all your lies within the hour they don’t sway me disgust replaces the sweet taste that danced across my tongue when we kissed oh i wished i hadn’t dismissed the way my dreams showed your true face.

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Jan 30

Jan 30, 2026 at 1:48 PM UTC

Lies in my dreams

as i close my eyes sighing softly a hazy picture of your face appears in my dreams why must you haunt me? even whilst i sleep? your lips twist into words i’d like to hear a soothing melody but i’m scared my dreams don’t lie it colours you perfectly the veil has lifted something within me finally shifted you’re not picture perfect even in my dreams you’re not what you seem you know it’s a super power counting all your lies within the hour they don’t sway me disgust replaces the sweet taste that danced across my tongue when we kissed oh i wished i hadn’t dismissed the way my dreams showed your true face.

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Our eyes standing tall. They noticed yours but not mine, As if yours had legs. Contempt. Lethargy. Bottomless. 20 years, I lived behind you. As if we weren’t adjacent Together, I thought we were together. Forever resenting, plotting, scheming. For some time, I was happy by your side, But I was confused, uncertain of my feelings. My sister, you’re always by my side. I noticed the disdain in your eyes, Why must I bleed for something I didn’t impede? Despair. Astonishment. Resentment. 20 years, I live beside you. Our souls adjacent Reflecting, one of two Together, aren’t we living this life together? Forever, and ever…. Crooked grins, my hidden sins, we’re tethered. All these years, I must admit, Being connected to you, Makes me sick.

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Jan 29

Jan 29, 2026 at 11:42 PM UTC

Siamese twins

Our eyes standing tall. They noticed yours but not mine, As if yours had legs. Contempt. Lethargy. Bottomless. 20 years, I lived behind you. As if we weren’t adjacent Together, I thought we were together. Forever resenting, plotting, scheming. For some time, I was happy by your side, But I was confused, uncertain of my feelings. My sister, you’re always by my side. I noticed the disdain in your eyes, Why must I bleed for something I didn’t impede? Despair. Astonishment. Resentment. 20 years, I live beside you. Our souls adjacent Reflecting, one of two Together, aren’t we living this life together? Forever, and ever…. Crooked grins, my hidden sins, we’re tethered. All these years, I must admit, Being connected to you, Makes me sick.

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All that remains The smell of decay Suffocates all my senses The same way a simple glance made me forget who I was What do I do He still remains In a part of myself I had thought didn’t exist This rot, it can’t be buried It touches my skin It’s tainted, the residue Lingers on my soul I’m all that remains The softness of How his voice had Carried my name Echoes in my head So I try to bury it Instead The shovel pierces the Cold ground I dig until I tire Was he just a liar? I peek into the grave at what remained He’s blurry, his "love" Why in such a hurry to **** what I had thought was love I still remain standing here There’s no remaining love

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Jan 28

Jan 28, 2026 at 5:15 PM UTC

His remains

All that remains The smell of decay Suffocates all my senses The same way a simple glance made me forget who I was What do I do He still remains In a part of myself I had thought didn’t exist This rot, it can’t be buried It touches my skin It’s tainted, the residue Lingers on my soul I’m all that remains The softness of How his voice had Carried my name Echoes in my head So I try to bury it Instead The shovel pierces the Cold ground I dig until I tire Was he just a liar? I peek into the grave at what remained He’s blurry, his "love" Why in such a hurry to **** what I had thought was love I still remain standing here There’s no remaining love

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Simple poetry I’ll encapsulate all those months The way my heart yearned for yours Into simple poetry Easy digestion I ask myself this question Me and you I made an exception in expense of my soul I cram that time into simple poetry I’ll try to put All that is complicated But my mind can’t minimize What we had Into simple poetry.

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Jan 28

Jan 28, 2026 at 5:10 PM UTC

Simple poetry

Simple poetry I’ll encapsulate all those months The way my heart yearned for yours Into simple poetry Easy digestion I ask myself this question Me and you I made an exception in expense of my soul I cram that time into simple poetry I’ll try to put All that is complicated But my mind can’t minimize What we had Into simple poetry.

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Jasmine Delicate little flower I should’ve treated you as such Myself, you’re a pretty girl I water your soul I protect you fiercely Sensitive girl Don’t wither away now that You’ve now seen the world Jasmine Your mind is bright Even your sight Don’t dim yourself For what MIGHT Little flower I’ll water you so I’ll watch you grow With compassion No matter what happens Sensitive girl I’ll protect you You’re a Beautiful girl Love Jasmine.

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Jan 28

Jan 28, 2026 at 5:06 PM UTC

Note to self

Jasmine Delicate little flower I should’ve treated you as such Myself, you’re a pretty girl I water your soul I protect you fiercely Sensitive girl Don’t wither away now that You’ve now seen the world Jasmine Your mind is bright Even your sight Don’t dim yourself For what MIGHT Little flower I’ll water you so I’ll watch you grow With compassion No matter what happens Sensitive girl I’ll protect you You’re a Beautiful girl Love Jasmine.

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Sweet nothings I weave my own meaning into the words That comes out of your mouth In between the lines, I plant seeds To grow into the version I had of you In my wistful mind Face value I should have taken you at face value Those seeds were left unwatered Instead They die Along with my love for you. Sweet nothing At face value Words with no meanings We had no meaning.

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Jan 28

Jan 28, 2026 at 5:03 PM UTC

My sweet nothing

Sweet nothings I weave my own meaning into the words That comes out of your mouth In between the lines, I plant seeds To grow into the version I had of you In my wistful mind Face value I should have taken you at face value Those seeds were left unwatered Instead They die Along with my love for you. Sweet nothing At face value Words with no meanings We had no meaning.

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Beautiful boy You scare me I try to make sense Of your flaws Sugar-coat them Hoping it would weave into Something beautiful, boy Let me into your mind I can fix it, ease it I see the storm in your Head Let me quiet it, you’re beautiful Warning signs, I cover it I turn it into art My muse, my project I’m scared, I’m tense I fall into you You’re a beautiful boy The cracks into your mind I melt into them I can help you You’re okay with me I hold you, kiss your Flaws away They’re still so loud I’ll quiet them I ignore them Accept them My beautiful boy I’m scared You’re broken Let me fix you As I would fix myself Beautiful boy I’ll quiet myself To please you Your love is enough Beautiful boy I’m scared You’ve hurt others Please don’t hurt me I guard my heart Still with you Am I safe with you? I ignore myself I need you Oh, Beautiful boy Do you love me? I feel the disconnect Please don’t leave me Beautiful boy You’re enough for me I can save you Even if It means losing myself. All for you, my beautiful boy.

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Jan 28

Jan 28, 2026 at 5:01 PM UTC

Beautiful boy

Beautiful boy You scare me I try to make sense Of your flaws Sugar-coat them Hoping it would weave into Something beautiful, boy Let me into your mind I can fix it, ease it I see the storm in your Head Let me quiet it, you’re beautiful Warning signs, I cover it I turn it into art My muse, my project I’m scared, I’m tense I fall into you You’re a beautiful boy The cracks into your mind I melt into them I can help you You’re okay with me I hold you, kiss your Flaws away They’re still so loud I’ll quiet them I ignore them Accept them My beautiful boy I’m scared You’re broken Let me fix you As I would fix myself Beautiful boy I’ll quiet myself To please you Your love is enough Beautiful boy I’m scared You’ve hurt others Please don’t hurt me I guard my heart Still with you Am I safe with you? I ignore myself I need you Oh, Beautiful boy Do you love me? I feel the disconnect Please don’t leave me Beautiful boy You’re enough for me I can save you Even if It means losing myself. All for you, my beautiful boy.

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I want every trace of him gone So I burn a piece of him Hoping the memories cling onto the flames, the way my heart held onto The warmth in the eyes, his body Erasure I want every trace of him gone I call out to him to retrieve his things To silence the taunting of what it Never was Erasure I burn the countless love letters I had written Hoping it’d quiet the intrusive thoughts And **** any lingering feelings Erasure Let it ******* burn. I watch US Burn.

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Jan 28

Jan 28, 2026 at 5:00 PM UTC

Erasure

I want every trace of him gone So I burn a piece of him Hoping the memories cling onto the flames, the way my heart held onto The warmth in the eyes, his body Erasure I want every trace of him gone I call out to him to retrieve his things To silence the taunting of what it Never was Erasure I burn the countless love letters I had written Hoping it’d quiet the intrusive thoughts And **** any lingering feelings Erasure Let it ******* burn. I watch US Burn.

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