numb
not even here
staring at my ceiling for hours
waiting to hear words
no texts
headphones in
music blasting
stomach empty
not eating
my intense heart
boom
finally lets streams roll down cheeks
lays on floor
needs holding
alone
inner screaming
muffled screams in fabric
silence
shivering
repeat
Nov 17, 2020
Nov 17, 2020 at 9:17 PM UTC
numb
not even here
staring at my ceiling for hours
waiting to hear words
no texts
headphones in
music blasting
stomach empty
not eating
my intense heart
boom
finally lets streams roll down cheeks
lays on floor
needs holding
alone
inner screaming
muffled screams in fabric
silence
shivering
repeat
