There are nights just like tonight were i can't read, or draw, or sleep, or even breath. I cant do anything and i feel like I'm going to die. I try to do anything to go to sleep but it's no use because i physically cant do it. But then on those nights without fault there well be bright stars, cool air, and this amazing feeling of openness.
Once when i couldn't take that feeling anymore i looked out the window and saw the front yard.; the street lights were reflecting the wet lawn. I walked out and you asked me why, i told you because its beautiful, and you didn't understand so you followed me out and as i layed down in the street you asked me what was so beautiful because again you didn't understand and i told you that it was the dizzy feeling you get when you stare at endlessnes. But you didn't hear me because you were telling me to get to bed. When i got up i saw you looking at the ground while walking back. Kicking a rock.
Maybe in a world with so much saddness it it better not to ask questions,
Maybe it is better not to look up.
Jun 15, 2016
Jun 15, 2016 at 8:40 PM UTC
There are nights just like tonight were i can't read, or draw, or sleep, or even breath. I cant do anything and i feel like I'm going to die. I try to do anything to go to sleep but it's no use because i physically cant do it. But then on those nights without fault there well be bright stars, cool air, and this amazing feeling of openness.
Once when i couldn't take that feeling anymore i looked out the window and saw the front yard.; the street lights were reflecting the wet lawn. I walked out and you asked me why, i told you because its beautiful, and you didn't understand so you followed me out and as i layed down in the street you asked me what was so beautiful because again you didn't understand and i told you that it was the dizzy feeling you get when you stare at endlessnes. But you didn't hear me because you were telling me to get to bed. When i got up i saw you looking at the ground while walking back. Kicking a rock.
Maybe in a world with so much saddness it it better not to ask questions,
Maybe it is better not to look up.
