crying to you was my only relief
and when you cried with me I felt like we were in this together
but then you said "I'm going to push you away" with tears streaming down your face and in your shaking voice
I couldn't cry myself out of relief
and I tried to touch you and you wouldn't resist but you wouldn't touch me back
I knew you wanted to but you thought you were doing me a favor
"you deserve better, I'm just going to be a loser" "I don't want that for you"
"you would never be a loser in my eyes" I whispered unclear
there was so many times that you would pull me close to you
but here wasn't the case
I'm out of tears now, I'll go through the motions but nothing will come out
I just want to talk to you
but you "don't want anyone to care about you"
"I don't understand" I cry
and you never said anything back to that
cause deep down you don't understand yourself either
Nov 14, 2015
Nov 14, 2015 at 8:58 PM UTC
crying to you was my only relief
and when you cried with me I felt like we were in this together
but then you said "I'm going to push you away" with tears streaming down your face and in your shaking voice
I couldn't cry myself out of relief
and I tried to touch you and you wouldn't resist but you wouldn't touch me back
I knew you wanted to but you thought you were doing me a favor
"you deserve better, I'm just going to be a loser" "I don't want that for you"
"you would never be a loser in my eyes" I whispered unclear
there was so many times that you would pull me close to you
but here wasn't the case
I'm out of tears now, I'll go through the motions but nothing will come out
I just want to talk to you
but you "don't want anyone to care about you"
"I don't understand" I cry
and you never said anything back to that
cause deep down you don't understand yourself either
