I wanna float
Can’t look you in the eye
Just like a perfect angel
My skin makes me want to cry
You drift like something untouchable
in a world that feels too sharp for me
I keep thinking I should be more
than whatever I am right now
I’m more forgettable then I have ever been
But I’m just a girl
trying to make sense of her own reflection
And I can’t even seem to recognize myself
What am I supposed to be
when everything feels too big for me
Too hard
I don’t feel steady in my own life
I’m wobbling and falling over
I’m learning how to walk for the first time
All over again
I try to take control
to build something perfect out of myself
Perfect body
Perfect soul
something that finally feels enough
I want to be remembered
not as something that fades in the background
She looks so effortless
clear skin
soft hair
like she was built to belong
And I compare myself until I disappear
I wish I was more than this
I wish I didn’t feel so far away from myself
I’m still here
but it doesn’t always feel like it
When she belongs
5d ago
May 29, 2026 at 8:59 PM UTC
I wanna float
Can’t look you in the eye
Just like a perfect angel
My skin makes me want to cry
You drift like something untouchable
in a world that feels too sharp for me
I keep thinking I should be more
than whatever I am right now
I’m more forgettable then I have ever been
But I’m just a girl
trying to make sense of her own reflection
And I can’t even seem to recognize myself
What am I supposed to be
when everything feels too big for me
Too hard
I don’t feel steady in my own life
I’m wobbling and falling over
I’m learning how to walk for the first time
All over again
I try to take control
to build something perfect out of myself
Perfect body
Perfect soul
something that finally feels enough
I want to be remembered
not as something that fades in the background
She looks so effortless
clear skin
soft hair
like she was built to belong
And I compare myself until I disappear
I wish I was more than this
I wish I didn’t feel so far away from myself
I’m still here
but it doesn’t always feel like it
When she belongs
I wanted to be enough, I just didn’t know how.
