What the **** did I get myself into
You and I came out of nowhere
Neither of us knows what we're doing
Neither of us knows how to do this
I don't know how to be the best I can be for you
I don't want to miss you as much as I do
And crave your touch as much as I do
I feel like I'm falling, right into your arms
I'm so scared, I don't want to be hurt again
It's so hard to trust this, it's so hard to let myself love
I'm scared of the distance, the others, losing you, losing myself
I'm scared of screaming into the night sky, screaming "why again"
And to feel that cold autumn wind burns my throat
And chap my cheeks as my tears run on
While I run further from myself
Scared to deal with the hurt of the others
Afraid of being with you
Afraid to not be
Mar 9, 2018
Mar 9, 2018 at 11:29 AM UTC
What the **** did I get myself into
You and I came out of nowhere
Neither of us knows what we're doing
Neither of us knows how to do this
I don't know how to be the best I can be for you
I don't want to miss you as much as I do
And crave your touch as much as I do
I feel like I'm falling, right into your arms
I'm so scared, I don't want to be hurt again
It's so hard to trust this, it's so hard to let myself love
I'm scared of the distance, the others, losing you, losing myself
I'm scared of screaming into the night sky, screaming "why again"
And to feel that cold autumn wind burns my throat
And chap my cheeks as my tears run on
While I run further from myself
Scared to deal with the hurt of the others
Afraid of being with you
Afraid to not be
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