on a concrete island
in the middle of the ocean,
i put the metal hook around my neck;
chained to my failures.
it quickly began to sink,
pulling me down
into the deep sea wreckage.
i felt myself falling
to the bottom of the ocean.
i knew i was drowning,
penetrated by the invasive waters.
i didn't fight it at first;
i swam in slow motion,
not looking at the black mass
beneath my vertical body.
the judgmental creatures
watched my human figure crawl
towards the layer of oxygen.
my head crest the surface,
air swimming into my open lungs,
becoming a piece of my insides,
integrating itself with my cells.
i swam back to the concrete island,
and resumed my position.
sitting, and waiting.
Apr 9, 2018
Apr 9, 2018 at 5:27 PM UTC
on a concrete island
in the middle of the ocean,
i put the metal hook around my neck;
chained to my failures.
it quickly began to sink,
pulling me down
into the deep sea wreckage.
i felt myself falling
to the bottom of the ocean.
i knew i was drowning,
penetrated by the invasive waters.
i didn't fight it at first;
i swam in slow motion,
not looking at the black mass
beneath my vertical body.
the judgmental creatures
watched my human figure crawl
towards the layer of oxygen.
my head crest the surface,
air swimming into my open lungs,
becoming a piece of my insides,
integrating itself with my cells.
i swam back to the concrete island,
and resumed my position.
sitting, and waiting.
a dream
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