look;
or, have you been watching?
it's not that i have always wanted you to
turn your head my way
when something
interesting to you happens
i want you to have been looking the whole time
i didn't want you to ask if
the suicide notes on the walls were mine
since you should know my handwriting
and i didn't want you to ask if the pills were mine
since you should know my prescription already
or maybe you shouldn't know- this is how i am
i question myself
maybe you deserve better than me
and you're smart and sparing yourself
by not paying attention.
Jan 18
Jan 18, 2026 at 7:33 PM UTC
look;
or, have you been watching?
it's not that i have always wanted you to
turn your head my way
when something
interesting to you happens
i want you to have been looking the whole time
i didn't want you to ask if
the suicide notes on the walls were mine
since you should know my handwriting
and i didn't want you to ask if the pills were mine
since you should know my prescription already
or maybe you shouldn't know- this is how i am
i question myself
maybe you deserve better than me
and you're smart and sparing yourself
by not paying attention.
yall should read what the woods took
