stomach twists in pure fear
i’ve had enough people for a year
feel their eyes burning into me
rather leave you for soul deceit
alone and focused on
i feel so far gone
i want to scream
i want to wake up from this dream
i think i look stupid
i don’t think i feel worth it
hoping for someone to take the blame
of the loneliness left untamed
will they see me write this?
can i justify this?
i just want a friend to sit down with
i don’t need a hug or a kiss
i want to go home
i want to say no
trapped in obligations
sadness in mitigation
maybe i should say something
but it might disturb something
how are you?
good, i’ve got something to do
come watch my misery
from a comfortable bird’s eye view
Aug 31, 2019
Aug 31, 2019 at 11:43 PM UTC
stomach twists in pure fear
i’ve had enough people for a year
feel their eyes burning into me
rather leave you for soul deceit
alone and focused on
i feel so far gone
i want to scream
i want to wake up from this dream
i think i look stupid
i don’t think i feel worth it
hoping for someone to take the blame
of the loneliness left untamed
will they see me write this?
can i justify this?
i just want a friend to sit down with
i don’t need a hug or a kiss
i want to go home
i want to say no
trapped in obligations
sadness in mitigation
maybe i should say something
but it might disturb something
how are you?
good, i’ve got something to do
come watch my misery
from a comfortable bird’s eye view