Leaving is the most difficult thing I've done
The first phase of letting them know was crushing
Everyone couldn't grasp the thought of me not being around
Thinking about how life would be without me
And then I left and started a new life
Adjustments were the hardest, I was so lost
I always get attacked by anxiety
Everything around me was different, I wanted to go back
I do feel regret always, always
But it's just the first phase
I didn't know I'll get through it since it's drowning me
Eventually, I did
Now, little time has passed
I've got no one but my other half
I pray every day that she'll stay
Because I've got no one left
But the person in my life who no one else can be
Aug 13, 2017
Aug 13, 2017 at 6:35 AM UTC
Leaving is the most difficult thing I've done
The first phase of letting them know was crushing
Everyone couldn't grasp the thought of me not being around
Thinking about how life would be without me
And then I left and started a new life
Adjustments were the hardest, I was so lost
I always get attacked by anxiety
Everything around me was different, I wanted to go back
I do feel regret always, always
But it's just the first phase
I didn't know I'll get through it since it's drowning me
Eventually, I did
Now, little time has passed
I've got no one but my other half
I pray every day that she'll stay
Because I've got no one left
But the person in my life who no one else can be