You were a storm, and I was nothing
At that moment, all I felt was numbness
My visions were unclear
More pain, more suffering
There were things in my chest
For a moment, I thought I was going to break
You are different from nine months ago
I didn't know you had this storm inside
I couldn't breathe and see
Were you silently killing me?
I tried to calm the storm you had
Yet my efforts were useless
Now I'm not sure who you are
To me at least
Maybe I want to escape
With the storm you caused me to break
But I'm not quite sure that if I leave
I'll be the same again
May 14, 2020
May 14, 2020 at 12:35 PM UTC
What lies within your life is the beginning of a chapter
Right behind the door awaits an unending ride
As we start to approach the exposition of it all,
Lay the best of your hopes to find it clear
For now though, unravel those problems
As you dive into the ****** of the beginning.
Perhaps you are aware of Frey Tag’s triangle.
It starts at the depths of the ground, slowly escalating above.
At that bottom edge, makes you catch sight beyond the hills
It’s a view overlooking and blurry.
So; should you take the trek despite uncertainty?
Remember the lucid discourse you are in.
As you continue to descend, anticipation tickles your insides
What looms is the terrifying ******
Others say that after reaching the brink of all,
You will go downhill from there.
But, what this prologue is simply about
Is coexisting the element of a start and end.
For you though, after attaining what’s at the top
Mind that there will be stumbling blocks ahead
The journey will surely be relentless
It comes in the most unexpected times
But remember why you started
When you opened this chapter to take on an adventure.
The problems will always be there
And there are denouements hanging around
Right at the extremity of the mountains
But it doesn’t end here
It’s not yet the epilogue
It will forever be a cycle
Sep 26, 2018
Sep 26, 2018 at 8:55 AM UTC
It’s always dark outside and the stars didn’t appear;
Not until now, though. As she looks around,
The perimeter spirals her within the Brobdingnagian galaxies
And she begins to venture into an ardent escapade.
There was a converging fear creeping in her soul,
Yet the journey started to give her sensations
With all the dullness on the eve of her existence,
Finally at its current heavenly state.
She thought she was lifting herself¬–but no,
The force of the nebula was the one elevating her
It was more than a fulfilling ride
As it made her shift into a disposition of ecstasy
She breathes deeply, and sighs steadily
The entirety of it all makes her heart put right off the bat
It was a strong hope for the odyssey to never end,
nor collapse into total opaqueness.
So let this be a moment for her
For it would never equate to anything else
At last, the starless nights approaches their denouement
And the start of a new exposition comes out
But there was a sudden cessation
Again, the existence of complete darkness.
Even so, the flicker of reality stimulates her
Ergo, she manipulates her own radiance
Sep 10, 2018
Sep 10, 2018 at 8:31 AM UTC
It’s like how the wind touches your skin; something climbs up your spine
And then there are tingles that make you shiver ‘til you lose control
How those voices crawl into your skin as it shatters the thing that keeps you still
It’s your heart that’s uncontrollable yet it makes you sane
How do you drive this like a car so you’ll know where you’re headed
Uncover me; don’t make this harder for the both of us
Run away with me
Let’s forget why we’re even here for a reason
After all, we only have each other as the universe drowns us
Nov 13, 2017
Nov 13, 2017 at 5:01 AM UTC
When you are surrounded by galaxies
You feel breathless
And you feel suffocated
There’s a feeling of wanting to explode
What’s inside you is combusting
Those galaxies, what even are they?
It’s slowly building up inside
And when it’s about to reach full
It’s going to **** you
Where do I find strength in this world full of galaxies?
Send me a universe full of stars
Oct 31, 2017
Oct 31, 2017 at 9:43 AM UTC
When I first laid my eyes upon you
I did not know what I had to do
I knew there was something in me
That will break me completely
Don't make me fall in love with you
Don't make my heart feel like it's adieu
Tell me, if it's meant to be
I am willing to set you free
If these people only knew
What I'm really going through
It would make them jump into the sea
And ask what is wrong with me
But it is you
That's making me so blue
I'm sorry for myself
because I'm not allowed to love you
Oct 30, 2017
Oct 30, 2017 at 10:31 AM UTC
Leaving is the most difficult thing I've done
The first phase of letting them know was crushing
Everyone couldn't grasp the thought of me not being around
Thinking about how life would be without me
And then I left and started a new life
Adjustments were the hardest, I was so lost
I always get attacked by anxiety
Everything around me was different, I wanted to go back
I do feel regret always, always
But it's just the first phase
I didn't know I'll get through it since it's drowning me
Eventually, I did
Now, little time has passed
I've got no one but my other half
I pray every day that she'll stay
Because I've got no one left
But the person in my life who no one else can be
Aug 13, 2017
Aug 13, 2017 at 6:35 AM UTC