What am I feeling?
It is... something weird.
It feels like, something's wrong,
It's me, Just being jealous.
Do I have the right?
To feel it that way?
Yes, I think so,
But stopping you, I think not.
It seems natural,
Anyone would feel the same.
Seeing the one they love,
Being with others, enjoying their time.
Here I am, watching you two,
While being fun, while teasing each other.
I can't help it, I feel lonely,
Just by looking, looking at you.
I wish that it is I,
The one that you are happy with.
I wish that was I,
The person that you are laughing with.
With every smile and laugh you do,
I still feel happy.
Even though it feels like,
A knife through my chest.
Again, do I have the right?
Or it just seems offhand?
I don't know what's right,
Or maybe, nothing was really right.
Feb 2, 2018
Feb 2, 2018 at 4:45 AM UTC
What am I feeling?
It is... something weird.
It feels like, something's wrong,
It's me, Just being jealous.
Do I have the right?
To feel it that way?
Yes, I think so,
But stopping you, I think not.
It seems natural,
Anyone would feel the same.
Seeing the one they love,
Being with others, enjoying their time.
Here I am, watching you two,
While being fun, while teasing each other.
I can't help it, I feel lonely,
Just by looking, looking at you.
I wish that it is I,
The one that you are happy with.
I wish that was I,
The person that you are laughing with.
With every smile and laugh you do,
I still feel happy.
Even though it feels like,
A knife through my chest.
Again, do I have the right?
Or it just seems offhand?
I don't know what's right,
Or maybe, nothing was really right.
