The morning after I take my life
my mom will be getting ready to take me to school
she’ll knock on my door and ask if im ready
no response
shell ask again and then come in my room
shell see me on my bed and try to wake me
no response
she’ll start vigorously shaking me
yelling my name
no response
shell be in tears not able to talk
shell scream for my stepdad
he wont wake up
shell call 911
unable to speak
when the paramedics arrive shell be in my room
holding me
crying
praying
the paramedics will take me
shell refuse to leave my side
the paramedics will try everything
No response
Shell call my dad
Not able to speak
They’ll officially pronounce me dead at the hospital
My mom will scream
A heartbroken scream
Shell cry
Fall to her knees
My dad will arrive
He’ll see my mom crying
Hell say my name
Try to get me to wake up
No response
My body is cold
My face lacking its color
Hell be sobbing
Eventually they’ll tell my family
They’ll shed tears of melancholy
Wonder if they did something
My brother wont understand
Hell ask for me
My mom will cry
Hell Go to my room look for me
Except im not there
I will never be there
My mom will call my phone
No response
Shell listen to my voicemail
just to hear my voice again
shell make my bed
clean my room
preserve it
so when I come home its clean
but im not coming home
i never will
my friends will text my phone
waiting
no response
they’ll go to school
look for me
im not there
I never will be
They’ll find out
Go through our messages
Try to text me again
No response
Eventually they’ll smile again
Forget im gone
A year will go by
Life will continue on
A year and 6 months later
My family and friends will gather
Its my 15 birthday
But im not there
I never will be
Life continues on
Jan 17
Jan 17, 2026 at 10:49 PM UTC
The morning after I take my life
my mom will be getting ready to take me to school
she’ll knock on my door and ask if im ready
no response
shell ask again and then come in my room
shell see me on my bed and try to wake me
no response
she’ll start vigorously shaking me
yelling my name
no response
shell be in tears not able to talk
shell scream for my stepdad
he wont wake up
shell call 911
unable to speak
when the paramedics arrive shell be in my room
holding me
crying
praying
the paramedics will take me
shell refuse to leave my side
the paramedics will try everything
No response
Shell call my dad
Not able to speak
They’ll officially pronounce me dead at the hospital
My mom will scream
A heartbroken scream
Shell cry
Fall to her knees
My dad will arrive
He’ll see my mom crying
Hell say my name
Try to get me to wake up
No response
My body is cold
My face lacking its color
Hell be sobbing
Eventually they’ll tell my family
They’ll shed tears of melancholy
Wonder if they did something
My brother wont understand
Hell ask for me
My mom will cry
Hell Go to my room look for me
Except im not there
I will never be there
My mom will call my phone
No response
Shell listen to my voicemail
just to hear my voice again
shell make my bed
clean my room
preserve it
so when I come home its clean
but im not coming home
i never will
my friends will text my phone
waiting
no response
they’ll go to school
look for me
im not there
I never will be
They’ll find out
Go through our messages
Try to text me again
No response
Eventually they’ll smile again
Forget im gone
A year will go by
Life will continue on
A year and 6 months later
My family and friends will gather
Its my 15 birthday
But im not there
I never will be
Life continues on