lots of leaves and tall trees
a blue house staring over me
a feeling alone, mocking me
orange sky and ease
angst building as the sun deepens
can i ever be set free?
from this cycle that witholds me-
recurring power to negativity and gloom
can positivity really be enough for me?
to keep rising again, through dark space-
only able to rely on me
light in obvious places, scares me
a trick waiting to point and tease
doors that seem to be js a push away-
yet i pull
im all in on the losing side of tug a war
once i fall only i can pick myself back up
fear in things that might not be as they seem
balance is key
lack of hope is what gets me
impending doom within me
romanticizing potential like a love novel-
too good to be true
neglect: a forever question of truth
unrealiable feel of belong-
only love can make me feel so small
Jul 10, 2025
Jul 10, 2025 at 12:32 PM UTC
lots of leaves and tall trees
a blue house staring over me
a feeling alone, mocking me
orange sky and ease
angst building as the sun deepens
can i ever be set free?
from this cycle that witholds me-
recurring power to negativity and gloom
can positivity really be enough for me?
to keep rising again, through dark space-
only able to rely on me
light in obvious places, scares me
a trick waiting to point and tease
doors that seem to be js a push away-
yet i pull
im all in on the losing side of tug a war
once i fall only i can pick myself back up
fear in things that might not be as they seem
balance is key
lack of hope is what gets me
impending doom within me
romanticizing potential like a love novel-
too good to be true
neglect: a forever question of truth
unrealiable feel of belong-
only love can make me feel so small
