It's the nothingness and everything, all at once
racing thoughts and emptiness
its been like this for months
your head is full of noise
but you can't hear a sound
and your heart races with the weight of it
but no heartbeat can be found
doing anything to feel something
but nothing stops the numb
fading to the space between
waiting to succumb
sitting with joy and grief
is like standing in the rain
and trying to feel the sunshine
through the clouds that still remain
feeling like I'm lost
but maybe I've been found
unsure if I'm alive
or maybe I just drowned
May 4
May 4, 2026 at 1:44 AM UTC
It's the nothingness and everything, all at once
racing thoughts and emptiness
its been like this for months
your head is full of noise
but you can't hear a sound
and your heart races with the weight of it
but no heartbeat can be found
doing anything to feel something
but nothing stops the numb
fading to the space between
waiting to succumb
sitting with joy and grief
is like standing in the rain
and trying to feel the sunshine
through the clouds that still remain
feeling like I'm lost
but maybe I've been found
unsure if I'm alive
or maybe I just drowned
