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WHY AM I EVEN ******* ALIVE?! I can't do it anymore, I can't I can't... Urgh! The breakdowns, I DONT DESERVE THIS I am nothing I dont exist I mean nothing I dont matter I get nothing I dont care Please help me, what do I do I dont know anymore Im a mistake, a ***** up Useless Pathetic Good for nothing Everything I do is wrong, when I'm upset I get called angry When I try to defend my sadness I'm just angry I speak and it doesn't matter, why would it Don't I matter How I feel It doesnt feel like it Im not the only one I did it too Im wrong Stop doing this Stop doing that You dont do this You do that I CANT I CANT I CANT MY HEAD it SpiNs pLeASe sTOp the MaDNesS
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Jun 16, 2016
Jun 16, 2016 at 4:34 AM UTC
I'm Truly Sorry...
WHY AM I EVEN ******* ALIVE?! I can't do it anymore, I can't I can't... Urgh! The breakdowns, I DONT DESERVE THIS I am nothing I dont exist I mean nothing I dont matter I get nothing I dont care Please help me, what do I do I dont know anymore Im a mistake, a ***** up Useless Pathetic Good for nothing Everything I do is wrong, when I'm upset I get called angry When I try to defend my sadness I'm just angry I speak and it doesn't matter, why would it Don't I matter How I feel It doesnt feel like it Im not the only one I did it too Im wrong Stop doing this Stop doing that You dont do this You do that I CANT I CANT I CANT MY HEAD it SpiNs pLeASe sTOp the MaDNesS
I'm okay... I think
#mental#mistake#thought#breakdown#done#insane
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Jun 16, 2016
Jun 16, 2016 at 4:34 AM UTC
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