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Okay, so maybe I haven't showered since Monday, way behind on ALL of my assignments, didn't even finish half of my essay which is due in 17 minutes BUT I still got out of bed I wrote the outline for the paper I saved two honey bees with paper and a Starbucks cup that's something. It barely counts as functioning, but it kind of does. I am trying I am breathing I am doing the best I can And that has to be enough, it has to be enough for today. Because right now that kind of all Ive got. Oh geez 14 minutes, to be honest I am kind of panicking.... She gonna go over my essay and be disappointed, I want to run. I cant run, if I run then I get another zero. If I get another zero- Okay okay. Stop! Breathe, good. Youre spiraling more than if you give a mouse a cookie. What is your life now "If you give Carissa a 0,"? Deep breaths me, deeeeeep breaths.   See now I am trying REALLY hard not to spiral and all of these random anxieties are flitting through my head and everytime I go for one I let go of another. 10 minutes 10 minutes whoooh boi I am not ready
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Feb 13, 2019
Feb 13, 2019 at 2:19 PM UTC
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Okay, so maybe I haven't showered since Monday, way behind on ALL of my assignments, didn't even finish half of my essay which is due in 17 minutes BUT I still got out of bed I wrote the outline for the paper I saved two honey bees with paper and a Starbucks cup that's something. It barely counts as functioning, but it kind of does. I am trying I am breathing I am doing the best I can And that has to be enough, it has to be enough for today. Because right now that kind of all Ive got. Oh geez 14 minutes, to be honest I am kind of panicking.... She gonna go over my essay and be disappointed, I want to run. I cant run, if I run then I get another zero. If I get another zero- Okay okay. Stop! Breathe, good. Youre spiraling more than if you give a mouse a cookie. What is your life now "If you give Carissa a 0,"? Deep breaths me, deeeeeep breaths.   See now I am trying REALLY hard not to spiral and all of these random anxieties are flitting through my head and everytime I go for one I let go of another. 10 minutes 10 minutes whoooh boi I am not ready
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Feb 13, 2019
Feb 13, 2019 at 2:19 PM UTC
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