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I forgive you because I can't forget you and your love has become essential so when I say you aren't on my mind I can swear it's all lie because even with all you've done you're still the ******* one the one in my dreams, the only one I look forward to see the face I still am trying to find amongst the crowd laying on the floor here I am, letting it all out where the hell are you now? I mean I know you were never actually here but loosing you is still my biggest fear and with every ******* tear I pray to a god, I don't even know is there that one day, you'll just be completely gone, out, disappear because I know you're the single worst thing for me out in this crazy world but in twirl, you've got me rapped up in this crazy dream it's what you make me to believe where all I think I need is your touch, your attention all the things you'll never give to me because I know what I am, to you, who you see when you look at me. I'm not enough. and the sooner I realize that the better off I'll be because even though it hurts I'm glad you know how to leave more like slam a door in my face shoot me down with all your pain. lock me in this nightmare where all it does is rain but, no, I gotta lock that all away put a smile on my face because people expect more of me than to see what you took away but can't you see? the real damage that you've done doesn't lay within your words but the within your actions and you run. run away from every problem every day honey, I'm sorry to say it but not everything goes your way it's all good now until you put the drink down until you let it all come in then your pretty little self will realize that you didn't win I know you, and I know you want love and all these girls you pick up they aren't enough. and you know that. but don't expect any more love from me because what you see now is not what i will forever be someday, I will move on and forget what you've made me out to be because you don't matter never have, never will and I'll never understand how you dropped me so easily but I guess the past is in the past and I should let you go wipe the tears off my face because you shouldn't be worth **** to me but you are, and until I see that, believe what I can say so easily seeing your face, hearing your voice, is still gonna **** me. but with every day, every minute I see a little more a little clearer what can I say though? I can't regret you, I was warned. but I didn't care all I saw was the good in you because that's what I like to see I block everything else out because the good is all I want to believe but I gotta stop that, see things, for how they really are bottle it all away some more mend my open scars keep you in my poems now, in my dream world, lost so I just guess, finally, after all that you've done I'm doing what's right and cutting you off.
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Sep 3, 2014
Sep 3, 2014 at 8:56 PM UTC
My Rhyme to You
I forgive you because I can't forget you and your love has become essential so when I say you aren't on my mind I can swear it's all lie because even with all you've done you're still the ******* one the one in my dreams, the only one I look forward to see the face I still am trying to find amongst the crowd laying on the floor here I am, letting it all out where the hell are you now? I mean I know you were never actually here but loosing you is still my biggest fear and with every ******* tear I pray to a god, I don't even know is there that one day, you'll just be completely gone, out, disappear because I know you're the single worst thing for me out in this crazy world but in twirl, you've got me rapped up in this crazy dream it's what you make me to believe where all I think I need is your touch, your attention all the things you'll never give to me because I know what I am, to you, who you see when you look at me. I'm not enough. and the sooner I realize that the better off I'll be because even though it hurts I'm glad you know how to leave more like slam a door in my face shoot me down with all your pain. lock me in this nightmare where all it does is rain but, no, I gotta lock that all away put a smile on my face because people expect more of me than to see what you took away but can't you see? the real damage that you've done doesn't lay within your words but the within your actions and you run. run away from every problem every day honey, I'm sorry to say it but not everything goes your way it's all good now until you put the drink down until you let it all come in then your pretty little self will realize that you didn't win I know you, and I know you want love and all these girls you pick up they aren't enough. and you know that. but don't expect any more love from me because what you see now is not what i will forever be someday, I will move on and forget what you've made me out to be because you don't matter never have, never will and I'll never understand how you dropped me so easily but I guess the past is in the past and I should let you go wipe the tears off my face because you shouldn't be worth **** to me but you are, and until I see that, believe what I can say so easily seeing your face, hearing your voice, is still gonna **** me. but with every day, every minute I see a little more a little clearer what can I say though? I can't regret you, I was warned. but I didn't care all I saw was the good in you because that's what I like to see I block everything else out because the good is all I want to believe but I gotta stop that, see things, for how they really are bottle it all away some more mend my open scars keep you in my poems now, in my dream world, lost so I just guess, finally, after all that you've done I'm doing what's right and cutting you off.
KissedByDepression
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Sep 3, 2014
Sep 3, 2014 at 8:56 PM UTC
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