KissedByDepression - Hello Poetry

I feel numb when we're arguing mad because you can't sleep with me but how can I hand any more of myself over? all I see in you are your choices and you chose her all of this time I've taken the punches for you but how long can my body stand being black and blue?

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Sep 26, 2018

Sep 26, 2018 at 1:01 AM UTC

punches for you

I feel numb when we're arguing mad because you can't sleep with me but how can I hand any more of myself over? all I see in you are your choices and you chose her all of this time I've taken the punches for you but how long can my body stand being black and blue?

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roses are red violets are purple when he cuts me his venom is verbal fueled by his toxins within he guided me down the path he's been

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Sep 24, 2018

Sep 24, 2018 at 5:24 AM UTC

Untitled

roses are red violets are purple when he cuts me his venom is verbal fueled by his toxins within he guided me down the path he's been

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Will you paint the wall with my thoughts? I can't stand being something I am not.

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Sep 22, 2018

Sep 22, 2018 at 2:36 AM UTC

can i be someone else?

Will you paint the wall with my thoughts? I can't stand being something I am not.

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What does being happy really mean? No one can explain it because it's just something we say. People who look for happiness are often the most afraid of death. but on that note, what does this life have you thinking about death? Do you avoid thinking about it or have you come to peace with it? I don't think life should be about happiness. I think it should be about really understanding who you are. And not just understand who (your name) is to you but what is underneath, who you were before society put a name on it, and maybe once you think you have found yourself and your place in this universe, what does the time you spend on this insignificant planet mean to you? Because happiness is a constant destination but the journey is the part where you really have to look around and be like... Have I ever questioned the nature of things around me?

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Sep 13, 2018

Sep 13, 2018 at 6:23 PM UTC

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What does being happy really mean? No one can explain it because it's just something we say. People who look for happiness are often the most afraid of death. but on that note, what does this life have you thinking about death? Do you avoid thinking about it or have you come to peace with it? I don't think life should be about happiness. I think it should be about really understanding who you are. And not just understand who (your name) is to you but what is underneath, who you were before society put a name on it, and maybe once you think you have found yourself and your place in this universe, what does the time you spend on this insignificant planet mean to you? Because happiness is a constant destination but the journey is the part where you really have to look around and be like... Have I ever questioned the nature of things around me?

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Why do I put myself in a position to be attached at all? I have only set myself up to heights I cannot survive the fall. Why am I the only one trying to break down your walls? I have only been moving from one connection to the other. Why can't I be alone, instead of someone's lover?

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Mar 21, 2018

Mar 21, 2018 at 1:09 AM UTC

Unhealthy Habbits

Why do I put myself in a position to be attached at all? I have only set myself up to heights I cannot survive the fall. Why am I the only one trying to break down your walls? I have only been moving from one connection to the other. Why can't I be alone, instead of someone's lover?

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"We do not own the earth, we are part of it." These wise people understood that what we take or use, we must return in kind to maintain balance and equilibrium. Clearly, modern man with all his applied learning and technology has forgotten this. Subsequently, we currently face ecological disaster and eventual extinction because of our hunger for power and a few pieces of gold.

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Feb 16, 2018

Feb 16, 2018 at 3:17 PM UTC

We are the Gardeners of the Earth

"We do not own the earth, we are part of it." These wise people understood that what we take or use, we must return in kind to maintain balance and equilibrium. Clearly, modern man with all his applied learning and technology has forgotten this. Subsequently, we currently face ecological disaster and eventual extinction because of our hunger for power and a few pieces of gold.

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Im numb when I talk to people Not a soul, with whom I connect Constantly avoiding people I have met Please, don't get me started on new conversations Small talk is just diluted death sensations Out loud, when I speak, I have no malicious intentions but when brought to the surface I face negative altercations Losing touch with my place in society Reality is swallowed by my thoughts, which are rioting Chaos is threading itself around my roots My sense of normal I will soon lose Too long, I have spent alone Reclusive, I am prone I always find myself back at not wanting to be alone

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Feb 14, 2018

Feb 14, 2018 at 8:19 PM UTC

it's a cycle

Im numb when I talk to people Not a soul, with whom I connect Constantly avoiding people I have met Please, don't get me started on new conversations Small talk is just diluted death sensations Out loud, when I speak, I have no malicious intentions but when brought to the surface I face negative altercations Losing touch with my place in society Reality is swallowed by my thoughts, which are rioting Chaos is threading itself around my roots My sense of normal I will soon lose Too long, I have spent alone Reclusive, I am prone I always find myself back at not wanting to be alone

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Are roses red? Are violets blue? Is it true the Sun is chasing our Moon? When he says goodbye, does that mean see you soon? When the wind blows, are the daisies still yellow? And when you're confronted, are you still mellow? When you close your eyes at night are you really sleeping tight? Are your dreams filled with gold or are they chasing you with fright? They say at the end of the tunnel is a light When you see, is it past your sight?

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Feb 9, 2018

Feb 9, 2018 at 6:34 PM UTC

Roses are?

Are roses red? Are violets blue? Is it true the Sun is chasing our Moon? When he says goodbye, does that mean see you soon? When the wind blows, are the daisies still yellow? And when you're confronted, are you still mellow? When you close your eyes at night are you really sleeping tight? Are your dreams filled with gold or are they chasing you with fright? They say at the end of the tunnel is a light When you see, is it past your sight?

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As years faded by I was in-denial I was living a lie swallowed by my own false identity by burying reality deep inside more high than sober living in a nightmare that is never over with everyday, my senses fade and I complacently follow into your malicious games losing touch of why I stay constantly confused of who I am underneath my name told myself every night this is real but when walking during the day I am filled with shame I'm not an object for you to steal layers of your delusions I'm trying to peel all my colors, you have concealed even though I am now miles away I'm still trying to remember how to feel. -a.t

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Feb 7, 2018

Feb 7, 2018 at 6:06 PM UTC

Where Have I Been?

As years faded by I was in-denial I was living a lie swallowed by my own false identity by burying reality deep inside more high than sober living in a nightmare that is never over with everyday, my senses fade and I complacently follow into your malicious games losing touch of why I stay constantly confused of who I am underneath my name told myself every night this is real but when walking during the day I am filled with shame I'm not an object for you to steal layers of your delusions I'm trying to peel all my colors, you have concealed even though I am now miles away I'm still trying to remember how to feel. -a.t

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I forgive you because I can't forget you and your love has become essential so when I say you aren't on my mind I can swear it's all lie because even with all you've done you're still the ******* one the one in my dreams, the only one I look forward to see the face I still am trying to find amongst the crowd laying on the floor here I am, letting it all out where the hell are you now? I mean I know you were never actually here but loosing you is still my biggest fear and with every ******* tear I pray to a god, I don't even know is there that one day, you'll just be completely gone, out, disappear because I know you're the single worst thing for me out in this crazy world but in twirl, you've got me rapped up in this crazy dream it's what you make me to believe where all I think I need is your touch, your attention all the things you'll never give to me because I know what I am to you, who you see when you look at me. I'm not enough. and the sooner I realize that the better off I'll be because even though it hurts I'm glad you know how to leave more like slam a door in my face shoot me down with all your pain. lock me in this nightmare where all it does is rain but, no, I've got to lock that all away put a smile on my face because people expect more of me than to see what you took away but can't you see? the real damage that you've done doesn't lay within your words but the within your actions and you run. run away from every problem every day honey, I'm sorry to say it but not everything goes your way but it's all good now until you put the drink down until you let it all come in then let your pretty little self realize that you didn't win I know you and I know you want love and all these girls you pick up they aren't enough. and you know that. but don't expect any more love from me because what you see now is not what i will forever be someday, I will move on and forget what you've made me out to be because you don't matter never have, never will and I'll never understand how you dropped me so easily but I guess the past is in the past and I should let you go wipe the tears off my face because you shouldn't be worth **** to me but you are, and until I see that, believe what I can say so easily seeing your face, hearing your voice, is still gonna **** me. but with every day, every minute I see a little more a little clearer what can I say though? I can't regret you, I was warned. but I didn't care all I saw was the good in you because that's what I like to see I block everything else out because the good is all I want to believe but I gotta stop that, see things, for how they really are bottle it all away some more mend my open scars keep you in my poems now, in my dream world, lost so I just guess after all that you've done I should just knock it off move on and go away to place just run away some escape from the pain I can't handle it and it's all coming my way I can almost feel it **** I can't loose you we were meant to be this stupid **** inside my head isn't how it was suppose to be how could you? why did you let things get like this? why do you only remain in my dreams? all I crave is your attention, your amazing kiss I love it and I love you but no there you go again your in my head I've had enough this bipolarness is getting rough I sound crazy **** crazy in love with you insane because at the same time I can't help but hate you but nothing compares to our passion when it's just you and me the side of us no one ever sees it's all I've ever wanted in life you walked away slit my heart open with a knife man, I wanted you I wanted you for the rest of my ******* life sounds pretty cliche but with you it was different it was real something no body could steal but I guess I was wrong and all you'll ever be is a sad poem or a love song that you'll never hear or read it's a side of me I never want you to see see the part of me that needs you just to ******* breathe. you'd take advantage of it so I refuse to show you how vulnerable I am to you I've never told you the half of it how I feel boy, you have no idea the thought of a day without you makes me ill unable to eat or sleep it's amazing this draw to you what this craving gives to me is more than love or lust. I just need you around Because there's no me without us

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Oct 16, 2015

Oct 16, 2015 at 2:27 PM UTC

My Rhyme to You; Continued

I forgive you because I can't forget you and your love has become essential so when I say you aren't on my mind I can swear it's all lie because even with all you've done you're still the ******* one the one in my dreams, the only one I look forward to see the face I still am trying to find amongst the crowd laying on the floor here I am, letting it all out where the hell are you now? I mean I know you were never actually here but loosing you is still my biggest fear and with every ******* tear I pray to a god, I don't even know is there that one day, you'll just be completely gone, out, disappear because I know you're the single worst thing for me out in this crazy world but in twirl, you've got me rapped up in this crazy dream it's what you make me to believe where all I think I need is your touch, your attention all the things you'll never give to me because I know what I am to you, who you see when you look at me. I'm not enough. and the sooner I realize that the better off I'll be because even though it hurts I'm glad you know how to leave more like slam a door in my face shoot me down with all your pain. lock me in this nightmare where all it does is rain but, no, I've got to lock that all away put a smile on my face because people expect more of me than to see what you took away but can't you see? the real damage that you've done doesn't lay within your words but the within your actions and you run. run away from every problem every day honey, I'm sorry to say it but not everything goes your way but it's all good now until you put the drink down until you let it all come in then let your pretty little self realize that you didn't win I know you and I know you want love and all these girls you pick up they aren't enough. and you know that. but don't expect any more love from me because what you see now is not what i will forever be someday, I will move on and forget what you've made me out to be because you don't matter never have, never will and I'll never understand how you dropped me so easily but I guess the past is in the past and I should let you go wipe the tears off my face because you shouldn't be worth **** to me but you are, and until I see that, believe what I can say so easily seeing your face, hearing your voice, is still gonna **** me. but with every day, every minute I see a little more a little clearer what can I say though? I can't regret you, I was warned. but I didn't care all I saw was the good in you because that's what I like to see I block everything else out because the good is all I want to believe but I gotta stop that, see things, for how they really are bottle it all away some more mend my open scars keep you in my poems now, in my dream world, lost so I just guess after all that you've done I should just knock it off move on and go away to place just run away some escape from the pain I can't handle it and it's all coming my way I can almost feel it **** I can't loose you we were meant to be this stupid **** inside my head isn't how it was suppose to be how could you? why did you let things get like this? why do you only remain in my dreams? all I crave is your attention, your amazing kiss I love it and I love you but no there you go again your in my head I've had enough this bipolarness is getting rough I sound crazy **** crazy in love with you insane because at the same time I can't help but hate you but nothing compares to our passion when it's just you and me the side of us no one ever sees it's all I've ever wanted in life you walked away slit my heart open with a knife man, I wanted you I wanted you for the rest of my ******* life sounds pretty cliche but with you it was different it was real something no body could steal but I guess I was wrong and all you'll ever be is a sad poem or a love song that you'll never hear or read it's a side of me I never want you to see see the part of me that needs you just to ******* breathe. you'd take advantage of it so I refuse to show you how vulnerable I am to you I've never told you the half of it how I feel boy, you have no idea the thought of a day without you makes me ill unable to eat or sleep it's amazing this draw to you what this craving gives to me is more than love or lust. I just need you around Because there's no me without us

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