I want to feel disappointed
I want to feel like I have failed
But the feeling I feel most often
Is feeling impervious to things that should bother me most
I know what I should feel
unease, disheartened, and anxious
But all I feel is placid, empty, and slightly annoyed
So I sit on my bed at 2 am and wait for something to fill me
Fear, determination, or irritation
so I can fill out the papers next to me
even with the knowledge of its utter importance
I still couldn't give a ****
Feb 24, 2020
Feb 24, 2020 at 2:57 AM UTC
I want to feel disappointed
I want to feel like I have failed
But the feeling I feel most often
Is feeling impervious to things that should bother me most
I know what I should feel
unease, disheartened, and anxious
But all I feel is placid, empty, and slightly annoyed
So I sit on my bed at 2 am and wait for something to fill me
Fear, determination, or irritation
so I can fill out the papers next to me
even with the knowledge of its utter importance
I still couldn't give a ****
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