I can see it in the way
she watches me;
she hates me.
I've tried and tried
from birth
to be what she wants.
I've been sick too many times
each time not
physical
never taken to heart
I promise I didn't will
my brain to be this way
I promise I'm trying
I promise I'm not pretending
Please believe me
They've tried to
force open the gates
of her heart
But it's no use
Everybody has a key except me.
Please let me in mom
Please give me the key
I promise to try harder this time
Jun 8, 2020
Jun 8, 2020 at 10:46 AM UTC
I can see it in the way
she watches me;
she hates me.
I've tried and tried
from birth
to be what she wants.
I've been sick too many times
each time not
physical
never taken to heart
I promise I didn't will
my brain to be this way
I promise I'm trying
I promise I'm not pretending
Please believe me
They've tried to
force open the gates
of her heart
But it's no use
Everybody has a key except me.
Please let me in mom
Please give me the key
I promise to try harder this time
