i’m not lazy… i’m tired…
i’m tired of searching for myself in the world
when i was right here the whole time,
looking past myself
i couldn’t see clear, i was so blind
well of course i’m tired
i spent too much time chasing this false version of me,
and now i wanna sleep...
you wanna call me a sloth when you’re the reason i was running in the first place,
tryna get to first place, when everyone else was in a different competition
it was me against me and no one was winning
i didn’t realise i was working against myself cause then maybe things would have been different
and i wouldn’t be in this position
thinking something was missing
creating my own mental prison
tryna get you to listen,
when i wasn’t hearing me…
it’s tiring living up to be the person you wanted me to be
i’m not lazy… i’m tired…
i’m tired of searching for myself in the world,
when i was right here the whole time
Dec 10, 2025
Dec 10, 2025 at 2:29 PM UTC
i’m not lazy… i’m tired…
i’m tired of searching for myself in the world
when i was right here the whole time,
looking past myself
i couldn’t see clear, i was so blind
well of course i’m tired
i spent too much time chasing this false version of me,
and now i wanna sleep...
you wanna call me a sloth when you’re the reason i was running in the first place,
tryna get to first place, when everyone else was in a different competition
it was me against me and no one was winning
i didn’t realise i was working against myself cause then maybe things would have been different
and i wouldn’t be in this position
thinking something was missing
creating my own mental prison
tryna get you to listen,
when i wasn’t hearing me…
it’s tiring living up to be the person you wanted me to be
i’m not lazy… i’m tired…
i’m tired of searching for myself in the world,
when i was right here the whole time
The Seven Sins by Johanna, on Amazon