I remember wanting to disappear
I remember not knowing what to write
Or how to feel
I remember wanting to be a whisper
And getting lost in the dark
I thought perhaps I'd be able to find solace
In the blur of Los Angeles karoake bars
I remember wanting to get lost
In its endless boulevards
I walked as though the moon
were trying to catch up with my feet
Breathing became difficult
I was merely a shadow
I came across a billboard that read "PARE DE SUFRIR"
A few blocks over proudly stood a church of scientology
I remember wanting to forget everything I had ever learned
About religion
Promises no longer moved me
Sincerity no longer moved me
I no longer desired the knowledge of restoring hope
I wanted to be moved
I remember wanting to be a hologram
So I could be at many places at once
I remember all the words running through my body
like a marathon
I remember feeling like the sound of a siren
echoing in the distance
I remember feeling so wild
I remember feeling like nothing
I remember inhaling the night
My paper lungs drenched in syrup
I remember not feeling like myself
I remember wanting to be somebody else
I remember
More than anything
Wanting
To be
Jul 17, 2014
Jul 17, 2014 at 6:52 PM UTC
I remember wanting to disappear
I remember not knowing what to write
Or how to feel
I remember wanting to be a whisper
And getting lost in the dark
I thought perhaps I'd be able to find solace
In the blur of Los Angeles karoake bars
I remember wanting to get lost
In its endless boulevards
I walked as though the moon
were trying to catch up with my feet
Breathing became difficult
I was merely a shadow
I came across a billboard that read "PARE DE SUFRIR"
A few blocks over proudly stood a church of scientology
I remember wanting to forget everything I had ever learned
About religion
Promises no longer moved me
Sincerity no longer moved me
I no longer desired the knowledge of restoring hope
I wanted to be moved
I remember wanting to be a hologram
So I could be at many places at once
I remember all the words running through my body
like a marathon
I remember feeling like the sound of a siren
echoing in the distance
I remember feeling so wild
I remember feeling like nothing
I remember inhaling the night
My paper lungs drenched in syrup
I remember not feeling like myself
I remember wanting to be somebody else
I remember
More than anything
Wanting
To be
