arubybluebird - Hello Poetry

i still have so much love for you and i don’t know what to do with it or where to put it but i know hand-writing little notes and leaving them hidden in your jackets pocket or lunch pail or dashboard, compiling it into a detailed spotify playlist, sending it through a lengthy text after midnight, kissing every inch of your face your lips your eyelids the tip of your nose your jaw your chin, running my hands through your hair, placing my face in the palm of your hands, holding your hand, kissing your hand, leaning my head on your shoulder, playfully biting your shoulder, softly kissing your shoulder, curling up against your chest, hearing your heart beat and thanking God and the universe for it, praying over you while you sleep, entangling my skin with your skin until we’re all sweat and sighs and messy hair, dropping to my knees and taking you all in, laying on my side as you take me all in, picking up our favorite bottle of wine to make a night out of with, making plans in plural and future tense -- i know i can no longer store my love in any of this, so i’ll just let it rest here for a while and hope that eventually it becomes a space for its release too

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Apr 28, 2021

Apr 28, 2021 at 1:38 AM UTC

28 April

i still have so much love for you and i don’t know what to do with it or where to put it but i know hand-writing little notes and leaving them hidden in your jackets pocket or lunch pail or dashboard, compiling it into a detailed spotify playlist, sending it through a lengthy text after midnight, kissing every inch of your face your lips your eyelids the tip of your nose your jaw your chin, running my hands through your hair, placing my face in the palm of your hands, holding your hand, kissing your hand, leaning my head on your shoulder, playfully biting your shoulder, softly kissing your shoulder, curling up against your chest, hearing your heart beat and thanking God and the universe for it, praying over you while you sleep, entangling my skin with your skin until we’re all sweat and sighs and messy hair, dropping to my knees and taking you all in, laying on my side as you take me all in, picking up our favorite bottle of wine to make a night out of with, making plans in plural and future tense -- i know i can no longer store my love in any of this, so i’ll just let it rest here for a while and hope that eventually it becomes a space for its release too

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Does time change us Or do we change time? I am still what I was yesterday And tomorrow Will never be the same

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Mar 31, 2020

Mar 31, 2020 at 2:55 AM UTC

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Does time change us Or do we change time? I am still what I was yesterday And tomorrow Will never be the same

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today i decided you're no longer the love of my life and i felt free

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Mar 25, 2020

Mar 25, 2020 at 9:21 AM UTC

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today i decided you're no longer the love of my life and i felt free

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i want to love you with my mouth open i want to love you without words

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Mar 2, 2020

Mar 2, 2020 at 11:11 PM UTC

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i want to love you with my mouth open i want to love you without words

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God truly raises the bar high for how I should love and be loved

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Feb 27, 2020

Feb 27, 2020 at 6:58 PM UTC

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God truly raises the bar high for how I should love and be loved

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To always love you Remind me To never give up on us Remind me That we are so much better together More than we both know

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Feb 1, 2020

Feb 1, 2020 at 4:22 AM UTC

Remind me

To always love you Remind me To never give up on us Remind me That we are so much better together More than we both know

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but you don't really know how to touch me

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Dec 10, 2019

Dec 10, 2019 at 12:45 AM UTC

you're a fine lover

but you don't really know how to touch me

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There are tears bottled up inside my heart for you but i don’t want to cry tonight or any other night. - on keeping in and letting go.

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Sep 23, 2019

Sep 23, 2019 at 1:57 AM UTC

It Hurts Me Too

There are tears bottled up inside my heart for you but i don’t want to cry tonight or any other night. - on keeping in and letting go.

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My eyes have done this once before. Cried before I could process the why. The last time it happened was on my drive home after kissing the boy who'd go on to break my heart. I didn't know it then, but it would be the last time I'd see him. I've concluded over time that it was my heart sending my body a signal. "Tell her it's happening. Tell her he's going to bring us pain. Tell her he's going to tear us apart." It's been two days since, and I can feel it now. You won’t be the one to see me through, you won't be the one to truly cherish my heart. You’ll come close enough, linger on the surface, but you won’t know how.

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Sep 9, 2019

Sep 9, 2019 at 6:46 PM UTC

I cried as we were kissing in your car while listening to Camera Obscura the other night but I couldn't pin down exactly why

My eyes have done this once before. Cried before I could process the why. The last time it happened was on my drive home after kissing the boy who'd go on to break my heart. I didn't know it then, but it would be the last time I'd see him. I've concluded over time that it was my heart sending my body a signal. "Tell her it's happening. Tell her he's going to bring us pain. Tell her he's going to tear us apart." It's been two days since, and I can feel it now. You won’t be the one to see me through, you won't be the one to truly cherish my heart. You’ll come close enough, linger on the surface, but you won’t know how.

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Don't **** up don't **** up don't **** up don't **** up. Please don't **** up on me. I like you so much. ****

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Sep 2, 2019

Sep 2, 2019 at 5:52 AM UTC

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Don't **** up don't **** up don't **** up don't **** up. Please don't **** up on me. I like you so much. ****

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