Will I remember that
on this day,
or that other day,
I awoke besieged
and under attack?
Does it count, all the ugly,
growling, snarling demons
licking at my gloriously unpainted toes,
if I never write them down?
Does it mean
they weren’t even ever there?
Something like imprints
on the paper from
the pen with no ink?
I see, it’s quite simply
rather easy to take
Mother’s new, colorful pens
and draw some scene
of greater freedom
than the former, greyer
stories wanted to unfold.
And the sorry tinge of regret
that appears to want to hold on
is really only misplaced
and mistrust of my own love.
Look at that!
It floats on by.
See that cloudy scene
just passing
along the screen.
Why write down only such a minor,
miscreant, unsorted kind of thing?
Jan 26, 2022
Jan 26, 2022 at 4:54 PM UTC
Will I remember that
on this day,
or that other day,
I awoke besieged
and under attack?
Does it count, all the ugly,
growling, snarling demons
licking at my gloriously unpainted toes,
if I never write them down?
Does it mean
they weren’t even ever there?
Something like imprints
on the paper from
the pen with no ink?
I see, it’s quite simply
rather easy to take
Mother’s new, colorful pens
and draw some scene
of greater freedom
than the former, greyer
stories wanted to unfold.
And the sorry tinge of regret
that appears to want to hold on
is really only misplaced
and mistrust of my own love.
Look at that!
It floats on by.
See that cloudy scene
just passing
along the screen.
Why write down only such a minor,
miscreant, unsorted kind of thing?
1.18.2022
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