I sit and i watch the rain,
Thoughts I hidden below the dirt emerge as water pools on the surface.
Messy and monstrous i walk amongst the mud.
If the rain continues to pour ill become stuck.
My own dread is leading me towards my death bed
My thoughts continue to swarm creating a swamp
Inside a storm.
Unsure if i can continue
—yet certain i cannot return.
The place i have left behind
The person i have left behind
Has died and left my mind.
The rain watches me weep
she hides away my tears with her love,
In her reflection I see myself appear,
But I have disappeared.
The rain has washed away my tears along with my fears
But this is all i am, and without them i can no longer stand.
The bittersweetness.
Her cold hearted love reveals my sorrows with a soothing touch.
Each tear that touches my skin makes me shiver and sink deeper in.
Stability is gone.
Its transformed to mud,
laced with sin and sorrow.
—From which i thought had moved on,
Has only haunted me until the dawn and downpour of our tears.
As i sit and watch the rain
she watches me too
I am a sorrowful shade of blue.
Jan 7
Jan 7, 2026 at 11:40 PM UTC
I sit and i watch the rain,
Thoughts I hidden below the dirt emerge as water pools on the surface.
Messy and monstrous i walk amongst the mud.
If the rain continues to pour ill become stuck.
My own dread is leading me towards my death bed
My thoughts continue to swarm creating a swamp
Inside a storm.
Unsure if i can continue
—yet certain i cannot return.
The place i have left behind
The person i have left behind
Has died and left my mind.
The rain watches me weep
she hides away my tears with her love,
In her reflection I see myself appear,
But I have disappeared.
The rain has washed away my tears along with my fears
But this is all i am, and without them i can no longer stand.
The bittersweetness.
Her cold hearted love reveals my sorrows with a soothing touch.
Each tear that touches my skin makes me shiver and sink deeper in.
Stability is gone.
Its transformed to mud,
laced with sin and sorrow.
—From which i thought had moved on,
Has only haunted me until the dawn and downpour of our tears.
As i sit and watch the rain
she watches me too
I am a sorrowful shade of blue.
