I wave hello to myself
reluctantly, expectantly
but my image turns its back
Walking away
as I reach out for it
it shakes its head
I call out to it
it walks faster
Two steps away
Beside myself
with lonliness
A shadow of my former self
a dark, hollow shell
of what I remember to be
My hands unfamiliar
as I lay me down
on unfamiliar ground
The unfamiliar feel
of my palpatating *****
in my chest
the sensation of the air
grazing my body wistfully
carelessly unaware of
my state
Me
Hey You!
I turn to see my reflection
glaring at me, feiry and
passionate
It's not about you
Try looking outside of your
own scope and
listening, watching, feeling
other people's
emotions, thoughts, sensations
And maybe you'll understand
And I will return to you
and I will be able to become proud
of the individual
We
will be
And with that
I blink
and I am gone
and then engulfed
in a silence so complete
that silence itself shudders
Apr 4, 2010
Apr 4, 2010 at 12:17 PM UTC
I wave hello to myself
reluctantly, expectantly
but my image turns its back
Walking away
as I reach out for it
it shakes its head
I call out to it
it walks faster
Two steps away
Beside myself
with lonliness
A shadow of my former self
a dark, hollow shell
of what I remember to be
My hands unfamiliar
as I lay me down
on unfamiliar ground
The unfamiliar feel
of my palpatating *****
in my chest
the sensation of the air
grazing my body wistfully
carelessly unaware of
my state
Me
Hey You!
I turn to see my reflection
glaring at me, feiry and
passionate
It's not about you
Try looking outside of your
own scope and
listening, watching, feeling
other people's
emotions, thoughts, sensations
And maybe you'll understand
And I will return to you
and I will be able to become proud
of the individual
We
will be
And with that
I blink
and I am gone
and then engulfed
in a silence so complete
that silence itself shudders
Written: November 25, 2009
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