I know it sounds silly
but you should know
that when I can’t bring myself
to look you in the eyes
it’s only because
I’m afraid I might kiss you
but you mean so very much more
than the fact that you’re beautiful
you’re worth so much beyond
me sitting with you on this beach
rubbing your back, keeping you warm
you deserve more than these five days
I breathed deeply when we were talking
trying to take as much of the night air
my brain working double time to hold me in place
I wanted to turn to you and ask you to run with me
how far would we get, before we turned back?
before my petty fears overtook us
before the tide became too strong
I want to have strength
yet you smile, and I am weakened
you move close to me
and my defenses fall in an instant
I could just wander around
for hours or days
lost in your eyes
dreaming
wishing
but I can’t
I’m leaving
so soon
don’t read this last verse
because you told me not to be afraid
but I’m afraid that I’ll never know
what could have been
if only there was time.
Sep 14, 2010
Sep 14, 2010 at 9:04 PM UTC
I know it sounds silly
but you should know
that when I can’t bring myself
to look you in the eyes
it’s only because
I’m afraid I might kiss you
but you mean so very much more
than the fact that you’re beautiful
you’re worth so much beyond
me sitting with you on this beach
rubbing your back, keeping you warm
you deserve more than these five days
I breathed deeply when we were talking
trying to take as much of the night air
my brain working double time to hold me in place
I wanted to turn to you and ask you to run with me
how far would we get, before we turned back?
before my petty fears overtook us
before the tide became too strong
I want to have strength
yet you smile, and I am weakened
you move close to me
and my defenses fall in an instant
I could just wander around
for hours or days
lost in your eyes
dreaming
wishing
but I can’t
I’m leaving
so soon
don’t read this last verse
because you told me not to be afraid
but I’m afraid that I’ll never know
what could have been
if only there was time.
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