I'm just so torn apart and worthless
I can't help but be confused
I would eat but I'm too nervous
I just might need a drink or two
I would drink away my problems
No one would seem to care
This society is a big party
And depressions floating in the air
So save me
I'm dying
Depression
Is eating me alive and
I can't breathe
I'm crying
Anxiety
Is killing me tonight
So grab a knife
Put the blade through your skin
Nothing seems to help my heart
Nobody seems to ever listen
I just cake my face with makeup
To help my insecurities go
But even if it's mascara
My pain will start to show
So save me
I'm dying
Depression is eating me alive and I
can't breathe,
I'm crying,
Anxiety is killing me tonight
What would you do
If you only knew
Would you just feel bad
or would you try to reverse
the sadness
So save me I’m dying depression is
eating me alive
and I can't breathe,
I'm crying,
anxiety is killing me tonight.
© 2013 Samantha Girouard-Holt
Oct 21, 2013
Oct 21, 2013 at 10:05 PM UTC
I'm just so torn apart and worthless
I can't help but be confused
I would eat but I'm too nervous
I just might need a drink or two
I would drink away my problems
No one would seem to care
This society is a big party
And depressions floating in the air
So save me
I'm dying
Depression
Is eating me alive and
I can't breathe
I'm crying
Anxiety
Is killing me tonight
So grab a knife
Put the blade through your skin
Nothing seems to help my heart
Nobody seems to ever listen
I just cake my face with makeup
To help my insecurities go
But even if it's mascara
My pain will start to show
So save me
I'm dying
Depression is eating me alive and I
can't breathe,
I'm crying,
Anxiety is killing me tonight
What would you do
If you only knew
Would you just feel bad
or would you try to reverse
the sadness
So save me I’m dying depression is
eating me alive
and I can't breathe,
I'm crying,
anxiety is killing me tonight.
© 2013 Samantha Girouard-Holt
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