It's December, the cold weather is here.
I see ice blocks outside, and snow in the near.
It's Christmas time, Then New Years prime
2015 is a start of something fresh, brand new year.
Your dreams, are your reality.
You gotta believe in much more
practicality and swag
new shoes and hand bags
Party tonight
Classy and bright
Let's throw a New Year's Party
Kiss some random cutie next to you
Midnight fever, mega ******
Jello Shots throughout the clock
To stay awake for New Year's Day
It starts today.
© 2014 Samantha Girouard-Holt
Dec 4, 2014
Dec 4, 2014 at 7:47 PM UTC
I'm not going to let thoughts control my life anymore
Constantly wishing I had never been born
I have a purpose and I know what it's for,
Believe me. I'm going to change the world.
I'm stronger now
I have made my own vows
to let free of my fears
and get the hell out of here
I know someday
I won't feel this way
and if I try my best
I'll progress, and I'll make it
Nov 7, 2014
Nov 7, 2014 at 12:08 PM UTC
Homework, Tests, Quizzes
I'd rather be doing competitions
for things that I actually love
Shredding, Music, and everything I write of.
What if I were to drop out?
Would my life exist on the ground?
Or would I have more time to make me
instead of boxing up all of my dreams
I'm sick of school 7 hours a day
I wanna stay home and go my own way
Compose music and post it
Go on the Voice and then host it
the education has my mind swirled
I'm stuck here I wanna transworld
Nov 7, 2014
Nov 7, 2014 at 12:04 PM UTC
The only threat to me is society
Keeping you from being happy
So that they can be
It's sad to see the world
Forget what we've learned
Just ask for more and more
No help in return
So are we just gonna
let things fall apart,
Or actually try to play a part?
As a human
We made this mess,
So let's progress.
Sep 25, 2014
Sep 25, 2014 at 11:06 PM UTC
I always have amazing things happen in my life
and then I just go stab them in the back
it's not right I just might
have to leave this world now
the only thing that made me happy
I've worn down
I don't get it
why me?
Things aren't as simple as they seem
I wanna dream escape reality
then maybe I won't have a chance
to take myself down in the mean time
I'm depressed like humanity
I'm gone and it's scaring me
Where have I been?
Where am I know?
I really wish I knew
so I could turn my life around
Sep 24, 2014
Sep 24, 2014 at 8:47 PM UTC
She wanted peace
So she went to never land
Where she could be herself
Around all her other friends
So she decided to escape
She wanted to be happy
She just wanted to die
But she knew that she just couldn't
So she cut way up her thighs
The pain got to her stomach
She couldn't take her food
So she ate it then she threw it
In the toilet that's when she knew
She wanted peace
So she went to never land
Where she could be herself
Around all her other friends
So she decided to escape
Sep 23, 2014
Sep 23, 2014 at 11:57 AM UTC
Sitting on the pavement
Where has all the daze been
Taking me over in my bloodstream
Can't really stop chasing
All the love I'm wasting
Wish I could take a moment just to breathe
It's killing me
Can't even see
I'm too far from the path
To speak
But there is no reach
I'm always gonna be me
Aug 14, 2014
Aug 14, 2014 at 8:06 PM UTC
Sometimes I sit out in the sunlight
And watch the clouds blow above my head
And then I look over to the right
Yeah, you
And I don't say anything
I'm just in a daze
I want to go skate
But it's rainy it's wet
my emotions are spinning
I'm thinking about you
As I lay here
Drenched in the grass
Wish you'd come my way
We could look up at the stars
I grab your hand and I tell you all the things I've been trying to say
From here to there across the trussle
My naive status could still be sane
And now I'm just jumping in puddles
Dancing in the rain.
There's a saying that the good girls always fall for the bad boys
I'm beginning to believe it's true
Everything about you makes me feel some type of way
I'm starting to get confused
Aw you're so cute
I really wish you knew
© 2014 Samantha Girouard-Holt
Jun 25, 2014
Jun 25, 2014 at 7:33 PM UTC
I don't know
You know sometimes
What's it's like to feel reality
When you're too overwhelmed for anything
I'm just like this
Thinking in my head
Confusion in my mind
Life man hits you like a stoner
So motivated to do crazy **** in life
And taking that opportunity to get there
I've always felt so trapped in my existence
Nothing felt right since I was here
There's just no connection to the vibes I have,
but just never come out
Dude this music is hitting me
In a way that talking can't complete
What would I do without it?
I just wouldn't feel right
My thoughts right now are insanely prepared
His smile makes me light up like a sunflower
**** he's so just what id catch
One in a million
This summer tho
Probably going to be the best
Finals aren't done yet
Just one week left.
Gonna be hittin the beach
Laying in the sun
Playing volleyball
Spending all night
Outside, watching the stars
Having picnics on sunny days
So bright.
**** what has gotten into me
HIGHSCHOOL is driving me sane
Into a way that I've never imagined
I'm just gonna sleep and eat and watch tv,
Reminisce on all of my senseful dreams
Or maybe write a letter
Or two
Don't know exactly what to do
Jun 14, 2014
Jun 14, 2014 at 8:28 PM UTC
She didn't want to be there
so she left to a place
where she could be free
among the while
with a smile upon her face
**** the society, she said
"Take me to the fairytales"
like in the books she read
It's better when you're dreaming
than to wake up to a world
with a numb like feeling
The american dream never turned out right
it's all about currency
not even our rights
we are forced to work
to live our lives
so we can afford
food to keep us alive
What if we just took a chance?
Going against the government
so we can change it
life is what you make it
Let's just turn this around
are you in?
Shut the whole system down
we can win
The girl feels free right now
she lives on her own
grows her fruit and builds a town
for herself in the woods
just know that she just could
if she dreamed it she can receive it.
© 2014 Samantha Girouard-Holt
Jun 10, 2014
Jun 10, 2014 at 1:37 PM UTC