You make me so happy
and so sad
You hate me
And you love me
You don't want me
but
Also don't want me moving on
I resent you
but
I adore you
I can't move on
though
I try
I push people away
put myself in a glass cage
How can you
love me
and
hate me
How can I
adore you
and
resent you
You’re perfect
but
we’re
toxic
I cry out
and
You turn away
You scream
I respond
and
You go silent
a cloud of emotions
I can’t shine away
I search
I search for an answer
however
It’s never found
Love shouldn't hurt like this
So I cling tighter
maybe
I’ll go numb
Reopen the wound
We sealed
My worth is measured by your words
We dance around the truth
Till we’re dizzy and lost
unable to find the exit
of this endless cycle
You refuse to be forgotten
But
refuse to be present
Is it really worth it
When do I stop
looking for answers
and start
looking for myself
What am I without you
With you, I’m in a blurred box
No vision of what's happening
only of what you tell me
I hate how I love you
You love how you hate me
6d ago
May 29, 2026 at 11:01 PM UTC
You make me so happy
and so sad
You hate me
And you love me
You don't want me
but
Also don't want me moving on
I resent you
but
I adore you
I can't move on
though
I try
I push people away
put myself in a glass cage
How can you
love me
and
hate me
How can I
adore you
and
resent you
You’re perfect
but
we’re
toxic
I cry out
and
You turn away
You scream
I respond
and
You go silent
a cloud of emotions
I can’t shine away
I search
I search for an answer
however
It’s never found
Love shouldn't hurt like this
So I cling tighter
maybe
I’ll go numb
Reopen the wound
We sealed
My worth is measured by your words
We dance around the truth
Till we’re dizzy and lost
unable to find the exit
of this endless cycle
You refuse to be forgotten
But
refuse to be present
Is it really worth it
When do I stop
looking for answers
and start
looking for myself
What am I without you
With you, I’m in a blurred box
No vision of what's happening
only of what you tell me
I hate how I love you
You love how you hate me