Why do you reappear now?
I thought I was done with you?
My heart was finally clear and clean.
You meant nothing to me.
The moment I saw your eyes again,
Everything came back.
My heart, my thoughts,
Everything I ever said,
I want you to know, I meant it.
My life has not been the same.
It will never be the same.
You were more special to me
Than you ever knew,
And more special than you will ever know.
You never will.
I will **** myself
With the effort to bury this deep inside,
Never to let these thoughts see the light of day.
You're happy with things as they lie.
Happy is what I desire for you.
I will survive this.
Apr 21, 2014
Apr 21, 2014 at 1:06 AM UTC
Why do you reappear now?
I thought I was done with you?
My heart was finally clear and clean.
You meant nothing to me.
The moment I saw your eyes again,
Everything came back.
My heart, my thoughts,
Everything I ever said,
I want you to know, I meant it.
My life has not been the same.
It will never be the same.
You were more special to me
Than you ever knew,
And more special than you will ever know.
You never will.
I will **** myself
With the effort to bury this deep inside,
Never to let these thoughts see the light of day.
You're happy with things as they lie.
Happy is what I desire for you.
I will survive this.
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