what do i write?
when theres so much to do
so much to recall
so many life lessons to translate into poetry
so many daydreams
nightmares to write of
so i end up not writing anything
nothing meaningful at least
its 3am so why the **** not
write, write, write about nothing
nothing about what happened last night
how my bed feels weird to be in now
how my eyes hurt from staring at a screen for too long
how i made stupid choices that i regret
but i know id do it all again
because stupid choices make life funny
and i learn stuff
or whatever, i mostly just say that to lie to myself to justify said choices.
i read about famous sociologists today
and genuinely enjoyed it
i want to be that big
to be written about
seen, honored, talked about
but mostly i just wanna sleep.
can i become like them without driving myself mad?
do i truly want to be like them?
or did i just mean it in principle?
if it would drive me mad, is it worth it?
would i be ready to give uo my peace and mental okay-ness?
my rest days and weeks?
what do i even want
i dont really know
i guess thats on being young
or whatever
im falling asleep
3d ago
Jun 1, 2026 at 8:57 PM UTC
what do i write?
when theres so much to do
so much to recall
so many life lessons to translate into poetry
so many daydreams
nightmares to write of
so i end up not writing anything
nothing meaningful at least
its 3am so why the **** not
write, write, write about nothing
nothing about what happened last night
how my bed feels weird to be in now
how my eyes hurt from staring at a screen for too long
how i made stupid choices that i regret
but i know id do it all again
because stupid choices make life funny
and i learn stuff
or whatever, i mostly just say that to lie to myself to justify said choices.
i read about famous sociologists today
and genuinely enjoyed it
i want to be that big
to be written about
seen, honored, talked about
but mostly i just wanna sleep.
can i become like them without driving myself mad?
do i truly want to be like them?
or did i just mean it in principle?
if it would drive me mad, is it worth it?
would i be ready to give uo my peace and mental okay-ness?
my rest days and weeks?
what do i even want
i dont really know
i guess thats on being young
or whatever
im falling asleep
