Put the laundry in the washer
Turn it on
Twist the silver dial
delicate
Get the rest off of you floor
In a laundry basket
Years worth
a large collection of cloth things
Drag the plastic baskets down the basement stairs
You're halfway there
Carry the ***** dishes
Armfuls and sticky fingers
But at least you were eating
Even if some days its just mugs with dried tea bags you are accepting something into the shell you become
I sit on the floor
And start putting markers back into my craft drawer
Thinking about how she liked to draw
And how she was so good at it
But she will not live long
With her condition
I shake my head
Pick up candy wrappers and place them in the trash
I think about how my 92 year old grandmother is dying more everyday
And I haven't seen her in 3 years
Family difficulty
I carry the trash bags down stairs
And wash my hands three times
Fold the laundry
I do this every few months
After midnight motivation
Comes
And I'll take anything I can get
I lay in bed
Took a sleeping pill so I wouldn't have to deal with my head
The melatonin makes the nightmares go away
And that's because I can't stay up late enough to become scared of my brain
I can't control anything
But sometimes I can
Clean
....
Jan 14, 2019
Jan 14, 2019 at 11:20 AM UTC
Put the laundry in the washer
Turn it on
Twist the silver dial
delicate
Get the rest off of you floor
In a laundry basket
Years worth
a large collection of cloth things
Drag the plastic baskets down the basement stairs
You're halfway there
Carry the ***** dishes
Armfuls and sticky fingers
But at least you were eating
Even if some days its just mugs with dried tea bags you are accepting something into the shell you become
I sit on the floor
And start putting markers back into my craft drawer
Thinking about how she liked to draw
And how she was so good at it
But she will not live long
With her condition
I shake my head
Pick up candy wrappers and place them in the trash
I think about how my 92 year old grandmother is dying more everyday
And I haven't seen her in 3 years
Family difficulty
I carry the trash bags down stairs
And wash my hands three times
Fold the laundry
I do this every few months
After midnight motivation
Comes
And I'll take anything I can get
I lay in bed
Took a sleeping pill so I wouldn't have to deal with my head
The melatonin makes the nightmares go away
And that's because I can't stay up late enough to become scared of my brain
I can't control anything
But sometimes I can
Clean
....
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