fear has ruined me
making it hard
to live a simple life
something has permanently
damaged me
making it okay to hide
from the things
that make me shake
a growing nausea
that I thought Id outgrow
but
I am an adult
and I still cant look
someone in the eye
no matter
how comfortable
they hate me
they love me
I annoy them
I adore them
I am afraid that
no matter how much
I grow
this fear will still be inside
like hot embers
eating away at me
Jan 10, 2017
Jan 10, 2017 at 9:14 AM UTC
fear has ruined me
making it hard
to live a simple life
something has permanently
damaged me
making it okay to hide
from the things
that make me shake
a growing nausea
that I thought Id outgrow
but
I am an adult
and I still cant look
someone in the eye
no matter
how comfortable
they hate me
they love me
I annoy them
I adore them
I am afraid that
no matter how much
I grow
this fear will still be inside
like hot embers
eating away at me
