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there are those who read this stumbling bumbling work who are truly beautiful compassionate people thanks beforehand for understanding me without judgement IN SEARCH OF THE LOST CHORD i've been searching all my life for the lost note there is a chord in the cacophonistic chaos which is my existence i simply miss my otherwise nimble hands simply can't bring out the magic the music the majestic harmonies which i hear in my mind but are not translated to my fingers i believe it is due to my assertion that i was unloved as a child i was not a planned pregnancy my mother fell on her stomach and i was a preemie I was not touched as an infant due to this i was in an incubator i was also severely neglected as an older child due to my mother's inability to cope with two very small children (I was born nearly one year after my sister) I have also been TARGETED for twenty years by by the "CHURCH" of SCIENETICS (name has been changed) so if I am slightly dark and seemingly insane in certain respects this is why ONLY GOD CAN HELP ME I've already learned not to play my music drunk or ****** but i am still in search of the lost chord ♡ love ♡ Catherine
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Dec 9, 2015
Dec 9, 2015 at 1:05 PM UTC
in search of the lost chord
there are those who read this stumbling bumbling work who are truly beautiful compassionate people thanks beforehand for understanding me without judgement IN SEARCH OF THE LOST CHORD i've been searching all my life for the lost note there is a chord in the cacophonistic chaos which is my existence i simply miss my otherwise nimble hands simply can't bring out the magic the music the majestic harmonies which i hear in my mind but are not translated to my fingers i believe it is due to my assertion that i was unloved as a child i was not a planned pregnancy my mother fell on her stomach and i was a preemie I was not touched as an infant due to this i was in an incubator i was also severely neglected as an older child due to my mother's inability to cope with two very small children (I was born nearly one year after my sister) I have also been TARGETED for twenty years by by the "CHURCH" of SCIENETICS (name has been changed) so if I am slightly dark and seemingly insane in certain respects this is why ONLY GOD CAN HELP ME I've already learned not to play my music drunk or ****** but i am still in search of the lost chord ♡ love ♡ Catherine
prayers and good thoughts are appreciated ---
#love#life#god#music#unloved#neglected#targeted#seeker
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Dec 9, 2015
Dec 9, 2015 at 1:05 PM UTC
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