and while your presence may be enchanting, I find that it hinders my breathing.
but the way that you know exactly what to say to make the pain go away and the serotonin want to come out to play
well I'd be a liar if I told you that it wasn't my favorite part of every single day
and when it hits you
it'll feel like waves of anxiety
dragging you into a sea of euphoria
and drowning you in peace
But what I’ve learned now is that our bastardized love cannot be written in a silly journal
nor can it be sliced into my flesh as my previous loves could have been.
What I have learned is that our love is old and, though previously unspoken
it often leaves us both dumb and craving more.
Before I loved you, I wrote disorganized thoughts on my skin with blades and needles.
Before I loved you, every inch of my body was sore from the nightmare induced thrashing
Now, because I love you, I write disorganized thoughts on a piece of paper with a red pen
and now, because I love you, every inch of my body is sore from the pleasure induced thrashing.
Apr 29, 2014
Apr 29, 2014 at 11:00 AM UTC
and while your presence may be enchanting, I find that it hinders my breathing.
but the way that you know exactly what to say to make the pain go away and the serotonin want to come out to play
well I'd be a liar if I told you that it wasn't my favorite part of every single day
and when it hits you
it'll feel like waves of anxiety
dragging you into a sea of euphoria
and drowning you in peace
But what I’ve learned now is that our bastardized love cannot be written in a silly journal
nor can it be sliced into my flesh as my previous loves could have been.
What I have learned is that our love is old and, though previously unspoken
it often leaves us both dumb and craving more.
Before I loved you, I wrote disorganized thoughts on my skin with blades and needles.
Before I loved you, every inch of my body was sore from the nightmare induced thrashing
Now, because I love you, I write disorganized thoughts on a piece of paper with a red pen
and now, because I love you, every inch of my body is sore from the pleasure induced thrashing.
