you dangle your love before me
and ****** it away
you call it funny
I say it's cruel
you make me take pictures for just you
and you take "sharing is caring " to the next level
you say you love me but only when your needs are met
those needs that are mere wants and reckless desire
Shame drowns me
as i walk through the halls
fingers point
eyes stare
I search for you
i search your eyes for remorse
remorse ?heh it's not there
you won't even look at me
i am stuck in darkness
but in this darkness there is light
I am that light
and i will overcome
the pain and sorrow you have drowned me in
You may not love me
but someone loved me sooo much he died for me
another loved me soo much without even setting her eyes on me
she put her body to the test
pushed it to its limits
ripped herself apart just so i could survive
So now I will love me
i will fight through the laughter
the shame
and when i cannot go on any longer
He will fight for me
and I will hold my peace
i will witness your reward for your act of' care 'towards your friends
I will endure my punishment for my foolishness
I will stand with my head upright
I will stand with my head upright !
never daring to let my chin down
and i will witness his salvation
I have been called
a ****
a **********
a disgrace
but to him I am chosen
Redeemed
loved
valued and his people
I AM HIS
Feb 17
Feb 17, 2026 at 5:50 PM UTC
you dangle your love before me
and ****** it away
you call it funny
I say it's cruel
you make me take pictures for just you
and you take "sharing is caring " to the next level
you say you love me but only when your needs are met
those needs that are mere wants and reckless desire
Shame drowns me
as i walk through the halls
fingers point
eyes stare
I search for you
i search your eyes for remorse
remorse ?heh it's not there
you won't even look at me
i am stuck in darkness
but in this darkness there is light
I am that light
and i will overcome
the pain and sorrow you have drowned me in
You may not love me
but someone loved me sooo much he died for me
another loved me soo much without even setting her eyes on me
she put her body to the test
pushed it to its limits
ripped herself apart just so i could survive
So now I will love me
i will fight through the laughter
the shame
and when i cannot go on any longer
He will fight for me
and I will hold my peace
i will witness your reward for your act of' care 'towards your friends
I will endure my punishment for my foolishness
I will stand with my head upright
I will stand with my head upright !
never daring to let my chin down
and i will witness his salvation
I have been called
a ****
a **********
a disgrace
but to him I am chosen
Redeemed
loved
valued and his people
I AM HIS
As a christian a believer it feels good to be told someone died for you it feels good to know that someone has your back that someone will fight for you that amongst the chaos that is your life someone is by your side
I always remind myself that whatever challenge i face God has weighed me and believes I will overcome.
