Just unfriend me.
********
It's not like I get
Waves
Of missing you
Any more.
(They're more like tsunamis.)
I hope you not only
Delete my number
But block it too
So if I drunkenly
(Stupidly)
Text you
You won't get it.
(Because I still text you a lot.)
And I hope you and
The others
(Those *******
Meet up in August.
Go to the Fringe;
Have fun.
And I hope you don't notice
My absence.
(Because I notice yours every day.)
I hope you bump into
My old uni bestie
(At Glasgow)
And don't remember
That you met her through me.
(I know exactly how I first met you.)
I hope you never see
My post in halls
(If it still gets sent there)
Again.
Never see my name
Again.
(Every time I order take away I see yours.)
I hope you can look
Her in the eye.
(Never tell her another lie.)
Love her.
Hold her.
(Like you'll never do for me.)
And oh -
Something else.
I hope you burn
With pain
And hurt
And anger
And I don't wish you ill,
But ******* hell
I do not wish you well.
I hope your tsunamis of
Depression
Remind you of me
And of how well I knew you
And of how fighting with me
Used to make you feel
Better about yourself and
I hope to all the Gods in all the worlds
That it kills you inside.
May 23, 2014
May 23, 2014 at 5:06 PM UTC
Just unfriend me.
********
It's not like I get
Waves
Of missing you
Any more.
(They're more like tsunamis.)
I hope you not only
Delete my number
But block it too
So if I drunkenly
(Stupidly)
Text you
You won't get it.
(Because I still text you a lot.)
And I hope you and
The others
(Those *******
Meet up in August.
Go to the Fringe;
Have fun.
And I hope you don't notice
My absence.
(Because I notice yours every day.)
I hope you bump into
My old uni bestie
(At Glasgow)
And don't remember
That you met her through me.
(I know exactly how I first met you.)
I hope you never see
My post in halls
(If it still gets sent there)
Again.
Never see my name
Again.
(Every time I order take away I see yours.)
I hope you can look
Her in the eye.
(Never tell her another lie.)
Love her.
Hold her.
(Like you'll never do for me.)
And oh -
Something else.
I hope you burn
With pain
And hurt
And anger
And I don't wish you ill,
But ******* hell
I do not wish you well.
I hope your tsunamis of
Depression
Remind you of me
And of how well I knew you
And of how fighting with me
Used to make you feel
Better about yourself and
I hope to all the Gods in all the worlds
That it kills you inside.
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