He looks cute, right?
My lips bleed from the bite
I think I like him, hey you okay?
“Oh yeah, just feeling a bit grey”
Her eyes fall on him as mine fall on her
You know, I’m not sure
My eyes move to the vapor
She blows out
“About what”
I stare at her pretty pink lips
Reality weighs me down like bricks
I’m just- nothing
She’s quick to smile
Hiding everything she thinks
Her lips stay curved
Her eyes stay scrunched up
For a while
The spotted boy winks
It takes everything to not shout
She’s mine
Um, I’m kinda-
My eyes turn away from her and to the bar line
She’ll be more happy with him, anyway
I shouldn’t stay
“I’ll be over here”
No, come bac-
My body argues my mind
No, you’re confined to boys
You don’t love her
You are above this
Normal
“One ***** martini, *****
The smell of marijuana
Overpowering anything else
My heartbeat, my pulse
Speeding up as I order a second
What the hell are you doing?!
The sound of her words
Now intoxicate me
“Go to him”
I slur my words
But to her they’re clear
What are you doing, stop!
“No, go **** on a lollipop”
Listen to me!
My fingers now turned 90 degrees
You’re only fifteen!
She yells in my face
Is it broken? Let’s check just in case
Her delicate warm hands
Feel like the calm in the storm
It’s broke
“Thanks a lot”
She slaps me in to reality
Her mouth opens wide
Showing her cute tooth gap
I can’t adore
I start to cry as I fall to the floor
“I hate you!”
My words full of hatred
What mess have I created
Great because I loved you
Mar 28, 2018
Mar 28, 2018 at 12:14 PM UTC
He looks cute, right?
My lips bleed from the bite
I think I like him, hey you okay?
“Oh yeah, just feeling a bit grey”
Her eyes fall on him as mine fall on her
You know, I’m not sure
My eyes move to the vapor
She blows out
“About what”
I stare at her pretty pink lips
Reality weighs me down like bricks
I’m just- nothing
She’s quick to smile
Hiding everything she thinks
Her lips stay curved
Her eyes stay scrunched up
For a while
The spotted boy winks
It takes everything to not shout
She’s mine
Um, I’m kinda-
My eyes turn away from her and to the bar line
She’ll be more happy with him, anyway
I shouldn’t stay
“I’ll be over here”
No, come bac-
My body argues my mind
No, you’re confined to boys
You don’t love her
You are above this
Normal
“One ***** martini, *****
The smell of marijuana
Overpowering anything else
My heartbeat, my pulse
Speeding up as I order a second
What the hell are you doing?!
The sound of her words
Now intoxicate me
“Go to him”
I slur my words
But to her they’re clear
What are you doing, stop!
“No, go **** on a lollipop”
Listen to me!
My fingers now turned 90 degrees
You’re only fifteen!
She yells in my face
Is it broken? Let’s check just in case
Her delicate warm hands
Feel like the calm in the storm
It’s broke
“Thanks a lot”
She slaps me in to reality
Her mouth opens wide
Showing her cute tooth gap
I can’t adore
I start to cry as I fall to the floor
“I hate you!”
My words full of hatred
What mess have I created
Great because I loved you
