When I die
Don’t let a tear fall down
Just give me my shameless rusted crown
And throw my ashes somewhere cold and blue
But please don’t drown all memories of me and you
Let the ocean take me
When I die
Please know I’m watching you from this holy sky
And when it rains it’s me crying, calling you, letting go
I know you think there’s so much beauty in a storm
But you don’t know darling, it’s me screaming your name in deep rage
Endless pain and agony
Let the ocean take me
You may think I have left you alone and unprotected
But we both know that’s far from the truth
I was left by you a long time ago
It’s like I was invisible to you
Yet you used to make me feel invincible when I was next to you
I still remember the time when you didn’t have to take to feel alive
You didn’t have to make our worlds collide
Let the ocean take me
That last night still crosses my ****** up numb mind
Your shiny empty eyes and cold words and our fights
I was yelling trying to reach your sanity
But first I had to fight off your vanity
Sorry I wasn’t loud enough
You hit me and calmly confessed
All your hatred towards me
My eyes became so blurry
I could barely see
So let the ocean take me
Aug 9, 2014
Aug 9, 2014 at 5:46 AM UTC
When I die
Don’t let a tear fall down
Just give me my shameless rusted crown
And throw my ashes somewhere cold and blue
But please don’t drown all memories of me and you
Let the ocean take me
When I die
Please know I’m watching you from this holy sky
And when it rains it’s me crying, calling you, letting go
I know you think there’s so much beauty in a storm
But you don’t know darling, it’s me screaming your name in deep rage
Endless pain and agony
Let the ocean take me
You may think I have left you alone and unprotected
But we both know that’s far from the truth
I was left by you a long time ago
It’s like I was invisible to you
Yet you used to make me feel invincible when I was next to you
I still remember the time when you didn’t have to take to feel alive
You didn’t have to make our worlds collide
Let the ocean take me
That last night still crosses my ****** up numb mind
Your shiny empty eyes and cold words and our fights
I was yelling trying to reach your sanity
But first I had to fight off your vanity
Sorry I wasn’t loud enough
You hit me and calmly confessed
All your hatred towards me
My eyes became so blurry
I could barely see
So let the ocean take me
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