What am I to do?
When I can't trust
the one I might love
but I don't love
because I can't
because he doesn't
but I might
and in all I just don't know
and I just want to understand
how he feels
how I feel
how anyone can feel!
when thinking makes feeling so complicated!!!
I can't keep up
my mental capacity is failing
and all I can do is wish
wish I could talk to him
for real about reality
about what is going on
is anything going on!?
wish I could trust him
forget the past
better yet not have a past
just erase it all
wish I could understand him
he says he cares
yet how can he care
when all he does is hurt me
Feb 24, 2014
Feb 24, 2014 at 9:53 AM UTC
What am I to do?
When I can't trust
the one I might love
but I don't love
because I can't
because he doesn't
but I might
and in all I just don't know
and I just want to understand
how he feels
how I feel
how anyone can feel!
when thinking makes feeling so complicated!!!
I can't keep up
my mental capacity is failing
and all I can do is wish
wish I could talk to him
for real about reality
about what is going on
is anything going on!?
wish I could trust him
forget the past
better yet not have a past
just erase it all
wish I could understand him
he says he cares
yet how can he care
when all he does is hurt me
not very structured but I hope the message gets through because lately I'm not sure if anything I'm saying is ever getting through.
