It's harder for my lungs
to open up to new air
when you're here
than when you're not
After all your presence takes
all the space I used to shape
to fit my own self
my own taste
Instead you force me
into a mold you've created
Force my body to fit
my mind to submit
my patience to coexist
with things I never wanted
A life not made for me
I'm just one of your mannequins
to pass the time
when people disappoint you
life doesn't go your way
your choices don't matter
so that you can shape me
into your own frustrations
and smother my essence
I'm just one of your mannequins
and
now
that you've left
I don't fit
in myself.
Dec 29, 2020
Dec 29, 2020 at 1:31 PM UTC
It's harder for my lungs
to open up to new air
when you're here
than when you're not
After all your presence takes
all the space I used to shape
to fit my own self
my own taste
Instead you force me
into a mold you've created
Force my body to fit
my mind to submit
my patience to coexist
with things I never wanted
A life not made for me
I'm just one of your mannequins
to pass the time
when people disappoint you
life doesn't go your way
your choices don't matter
so that you can shape me
into your own frustrations
and smother my essence
I'm just one of your mannequins
and
now
that you've left
I don't fit
in myself.
I was in love with a girl once who didn't love me back. She made me feel inadequate but also the best, most unrealistic version of myself
