Everyone was such a fool
They were easy to convince
But there was one that can't be wooed
That one person, it was me.
Despite the efforts of flushing away
All the memories I had of you
In my dreams you still haunt me—
Like a ghost— out of the blue.
Then when I woke the pain returned
As if all of it was only yesterday.
The memories I thought I burried,
Back on the ground they found their way.
Hours again of staring into nothingness
I felt my heart ripped apart.
Into my bed with steaming warmness
I cannot move on to a fresh start.
All the things that should feel natural
Suddenly felt like a work so hard
May it be breathing or blinking,
Even the beating of my heart.
All of it was because I once again dreamed of you
So believe me when I say...
It was never easy falling out of love for you.
Apr 15, 2020
Apr 15, 2020 at 3:45 AM UTC
Everyone was such a fool
They were easy to convince
But there was one that can't be wooed
That one person, it was me.
Despite the efforts of flushing away
All the memories I had of you
In my dreams you still haunt me—
Like a ghost— out of the blue.
Then when I woke the pain returned
As if all of it was only yesterday.
The memories I thought I burried,
Back on the ground they found their way.
Hours again of staring into nothingness
I felt my heart ripped apart.
Into my bed with steaming warmness
I cannot move on to a fresh start.
All the things that should feel natural
Suddenly felt like a work so hard
May it be breathing or blinking,
Even the beating of my heart.
All of it was because I once again dreamed of you
So believe me when I say...
It was never easy falling out of love for you.
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