I wish people knew how much I wish I were good enough
How hard I try to fit in
but every time I try to fit the mold the mold changes
It's a futile fight
I hold onto my fickle friends, but nothing really lasts long
not in the grand scheme of things
at least I'm smart
I can hold onto that
no one will care that I made good grades though
I'm too young for life to be this hard
I've got to get out
go somewhere away from everyone
Away from toxic girls and overbearing brothers
anywhere
I'd go anywhere
just to get away for one
singular
day
Apr 2
Apr 2, 2026 at 11:22 AM UTC
I wish people knew how much I wish I were good enough
How hard I try to fit in
but every time I try to fit the mold the mold changes
It's a futile fight
I hold onto my fickle friends, but nothing really lasts long
not in the grand scheme of things
at least I'm smart
I can hold onto that
no one will care that I made good grades though
I'm too young for life to be this hard
I've got to get out
go somewhere away from everyone
Away from toxic girls and overbearing brothers
anywhere
I'd go anywhere
just to get away for one
singular
day
no honestly im fine i just need to go back to therapy. which im actually going to do soon so ill be fine.
