My most prized possession is my journal
filled with my poems
but no one need to see that
but now anyone can
i dont know where i lost it
it isn't at my house
i need them back
i bear my heart and soul
i need them back
if they're in the wrong hands...
i need them back
i need them back
May 5
May 5, 2026 at 10:46 AM UTC
my brother and I
we do so much
our mother is a saint
she takes all over the town
a million times a day
we never say thanks
we expect our help
we've become entitled
now Mother's Day is coming up
finally a break
but our poor mother
doesn't get one
he has track
i've got ellie
and maybe girl scouts too
it's go go go
not breaks at all
for our mother on Mother's Day
May 4
May 4, 2026 at 11:43 AM UTC
You're so controlling and you don't even care
You never ask what I want, you would never dare
I'm a pawn in your game, mediocre at best
I've noticed that you care for me less than all the rest
I'm seeing dark patterns that all lead to despair
I really think our friendship is beyond repair
I'm so done of you beating me up each day
I know what I deserve, I hate to end it this way
I'm sorry to do this, but I'm done with you
Now that you can't hurt me, what will you do?
Apr 27
Apr 27, 2026 at 11:36 AM UTC
when I see you i feel a smile grow
I miss you so much more than you can know
I don't think it's love, but im known to be wrong
you've been on my mind for very, very long
I want you but I don't think I can have you
Just being friends feels too good to be true
I think about you at night when I cant sleep
But dont take me for a creep
I just really like you
love you?
I don't know...
Apr 23
Apr 23, 2026 at 10:57 AM UTC
I've tried to fix myself but you're the problem
I've searched for solutions, but I've hit rock bottom
You need to fix things, this isn't on me
Good friends don't come for free
I want you in my life, but you only make me hurt
You say you value me, but you feed me ******* dirt
I'm so done of letting you ruin my life
It feels like you're slowly carving my heart out with a knife
So, end this or fix you, not me
The ball's in your court, so stop hurting me
I've been fixing my unbroken parts for you
But now I've realized that you're our issue
So even though you're probably beyond repair
I hope you can be fixed by someone, somewhere
It may be impossible and I'm not up to the task
Is a healthy friendship too much to ask?
Apr 8
Apr 8, 2026 at 10:26 AM UTC
All I did just to make you happy
Still, you don't even fuckin' love me
(Jigsaw, jigsaw, jigsaw, jigsaw)
Killin' parts of myself to fit you
Clear as **** I was not the issue
If I made you like me, would I even like myself?
Pointin' out all my flaws doesn't help
Apr 6
Apr 6, 2026 at 2:08 PM UTC
I wish people knew how much I wish I were good enough
How hard I try to fit in
but every time I try to fit the mold the mold changes
It's a futile fight
I hold onto my fickle friends, but nothing really lasts long
not in the grand scheme of things
at least I'm smart
I can hold onto that
no one will care that I made good grades though
I'm too young for life to be this hard
I've got to get out
go somewhere away from everyone
Away from toxic girls and overbearing brothers
anywhere
I'd go anywhere
just to get away for one
singular
day
Apr 2
Apr 2, 2026 at 11:22 AM UTC
"I wanna feel all that love and emotion
Be that attached to the person I'm holding
Someday I'll be falling
Without caution
But for now, I'm only
People Watching"
Apr 2
Apr 2, 2026 at 10:12 AM UTC
Like lights on an empty stage
Or a fake emotion on my face
I faked it, I made it, I’m finally here
I’ve got theatre to thank; I hope that is clear
It’s been there for good times; it’s been there for bad
It’s brought me the best moments that I’ve ever had
It helped me find me, the girl that you know
Who knew? To be true I first put on a show
It taught me about life and showed me love
It’s taught me empathy, it’s a beautiful grove
It brought me the people I hold close to my heart
And I adored it form the very start
Through thick and through thin
Like a loyal friend
It’s been there for good times it's been there for bad
It's a big part of my life and for that I’m glad
Apr 2
Apr 2, 2026 at 10:09 AM UTC
its official, we're leaving this town
to start a new life before we break down
i'm sad to go and i hate to leave
but i have to get out, i need a reprieve
i know ive got it easy
you all have it hard
for me its a new life
for you its the same
but there's hole
in the shape of me
im sorry to do this, i'll miss you a lot
but if i were to stay i'd probably rot
this town is a dead-end hole
i'll leave it behind, i will get up and go
i've found a new place to call home
and you will forget me so quickly, i know
forget me, and forget me fast
before you know it, i'll be a thing of your past
Mar 27
Mar 27, 2026 at 2:28 PM UTC