Just got out of harbor view Its been oh
Gosh i dont know .uhhm.....lets see
Uhhh geez
Has it realy been.
a year .
No wait ......damm its been two
Wow. Two years. Now i know i dont need these crutches
Sometimes i wonder why i keep them ........................other times ...........
When i have ...........a
....... reality change........
Its like im tryin to convince my self
At times that i am so sure this is not real this isnt happening. This
Doesnt fit within my reality
Im so sure its not but it so real to me
It surreal and when i open my eyes its the norm and im trying to reform to this new unreal surreality
Tripping back im stung glistening with this dumb look like i wanna fit in and im having some difficulties getting along with who i need to be which is who i dont want to be
And the hardest part is remembering which one i really am
And now out of the blue an familiar knock
On my window i look out clutch my chest
Instant hysteria im paralyzed my first
Paranormal experience and i fient
When i wake im feeling dizzy and cant focus and when lucidity and coherence congeal and my ability to decode the audible signal i receive
My vision awaking the apparition
Im terrified and speechless what i thought was a reflection apparently was not it was a siren or a banshee
A ghost or something..
It was kneeling above me saying hey. .......look at me ........
Are you ok?
The familiarity is what gripped me so tight i couldnt breath.
Its oh My God its ...........its you.
I see you and its you.
I see the icy you and you are being warm and gental i dont know what to do ?
My God you are beautiful
Then i woke wit this broken heart in the I.C.U.
It. Was. YOU!
May 26, 2020
May 26, 2020 at 8:41 PM UTC
Just got out of harbor view Its been oh
Gosh i dont know .uhhm.....lets see
Uhhh geez
Has it realy been.
a year .
No wait ......damm its been two
Wow. Two years. Now i know i dont need these crutches
Sometimes i wonder why i keep them ........................other times ...........
When i have ...........a
....... reality change........
Its like im tryin to convince my self
At times that i am so sure this is not real this isnt happening. This
Doesnt fit within my reality
Im so sure its not but it so real to me
It surreal and when i open my eyes its the norm and im trying to reform to this new unreal surreality
Tripping back im stung glistening with this dumb look like i wanna fit in and im having some difficulties getting along with who i need to be which is who i dont want to be
And the hardest part is remembering which one i really am
And now out of the blue an familiar knock
On my window i look out clutch my chest
Instant hysteria im paralyzed my first
Paranormal experience and i fient
When i wake im feeling dizzy and cant focus and when lucidity and coherence congeal and my ability to decode the audible signal i receive
My vision awaking the apparition
Im terrified and speechless what i thought was a reflection apparently was not it was a siren or a banshee
A ghost or something..
It was kneeling above me saying hey. .......look at me ........
Are you ok?
The familiarity is what gripped me so tight i couldnt breath.
Its oh My God its ...........its you.
I see you and its you.
I see the icy you and you are being warm and gental i dont know what to do ?
My God you are beautiful
Then i woke wit this broken heart in the I.C.U.
It. Was. YOU!