.
often i am retrodden after passing a lengthy sleep battle
day following day i wake in and out loftily bobbing
nodding into conversation and durring out
like a tiny failing electric fan
struggling to appear present and take part
then whirring into a congested cumulus
a colleague, (name slips me), sips her coffee
she dribbles her features into her colourful lap
her words become a slury chum of incoherence
(she may snap back if i have energy to retrieve her
she may upon a whim form another person altogether)
i have accumulated a D.S.C. (Depression Support Creature)
the opposing to what may seem
this fella supports my depressions feature being
and monitor's my decline
fleshed out to drain me
whilst acting as a detracting blurred vision
shaking in a drabby coat and baring its dumbed face
i'm turned inward on drooping wealth
and rot in the anxious conglomeration
a distracted reality from reality already conquered
flagged and declared ;
the phony thing that's real
Oct 22, 2024
Oct 22, 2024 at 10:31 PM UTC
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often i am retrodden after passing a lengthy sleep battle
day following day i wake in and out loftily bobbing
nodding into conversation and durring out
like a tiny failing electric fan
struggling to appear present and take part
then whirring into a congested cumulus
a colleague, (name slips me), sips her coffee
she dribbles her features into her colourful lap
her words become a slury chum of incoherence
(she may snap back if i have energy to retrieve her
she may upon a whim form another person altogether)
i have accumulated a D.S.C. (Depression Support Creature)
the opposing to what may seem
this fella supports my depressions feature being
and monitor's my decline
fleshed out to drain me
whilst acting as a detracting blurred vision
shaking in a drabby coat and baring its dumbed face
i'm turned inward on drooping wealth
and rot in the anxious conglomeration
a distracted reality from reality already conquered
flagged and declared ;
the phony thing that's real
