How do I explain?
It's not trauma or the people,
it's my broken shattered dopamine receptors.
How do I say
that I am the horrifying backstory of my family linage,
that I only look better from far
that I am tolerable as long as I stay as a concept.
How do I explain me?
Jan 14
Jan 14, 2026 at 9:43 AM UTC
How do I explain?
It's not trauma or the people,
it's my broken shattered dopamine receptors.
How do I say
that I am the horrifying backstory of my family linage,
that I only look better from far
that I am tolerable as long as I stay as a concept.
How do I explain me?
I always had a hard time explaining that I am nothing without poetry, art, nature, nostalgia, culture and..
And failure.
